It hurts.

It hurts to see several people come to me and question why you seem down lately, but then Im as clueless as they are. It hurts to hear some people say, "Maybe its not worth it." It hurts to sometimes think about moving on, but not knowing where to start. It hurts to try to let go of you at least a little bit, but always find myself with the desire to be in your arms.

Tumblr.

1. So many people are using it now. Oh well.
2. I enjoyed third block. I hope I did good on the test.
3. I can't help but stare at you; you're so .. everything.
4. Walking with you to fourth block was so much fun.

If only,

-If only you could see the expressions on their faces.
-If only you could see how bright their smiles were.
-If only you could sing your heart out with all of the other youth.
-If only you could sing and dance along to the voices God blessed us with.
-If only you could praise and worship with us and the angels.
-If only you could feel the unity.
-If only you could feel the strength.
-If only you could feel the hope.
-If only you could feel the faith.
-If only you could feel the love.
-If only you could be there with us, physically or spiritually.
-If only you could nourish your soul.
-If only you could kneel down in reverence.
-If only you could kneel before the Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity.
-If only you could ask for intercessions.
-If only you could see the many faces of those that pray for you.
-If only you could see how many of them offer their prayers that one day, you will too.
-If only you could give me, give us, give Him, one more chance. <3

Feast Day of St. Luke.

Why hello there, St. Luke. :D Thank you for being such a great instrument of God. Thank you for being such a strong and faithful follower. Thank you for being a role model to us as to how we should praise God throughout our lives. Thank you for being an evangelist. Thank you for writing your book in the Gospel. Thank you for also writing the Acts of the Apostles. May we always refer to your writings in Scripture and always acknowledge you as our patron saint. In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.

Rainy day.

1. So today I was at Fresh World, two of the Spanish/Mexican workers raised their eyebrows at me and smiled. So grosssss. I wanted to cry. Hahaha. And they were like, mid-thirties. EW.
2. I didnt get to go to the FACADE meeting. Kuya Rayneil went to the doctor today, and hes positive for the flu. D:
3. Im gradually getting closer and closer to Danrae. Its nice and all, but for some reason, I feel funny when he smiles at me, which is like .. almost every time I look at him or whatever. Haha. Oh well, hes a good friend of mine I should have kept up with ever since he moved to Japan.
4. I was coughing so much today. Especially in spanish. People kept looking at me. Haha. When I was coughing really hard, the guy sitting next to me showed me a paper. And it was the information packet for the swine flu shot. LOLOLOL.
5. I stayed afterschool every single day this week. It was really fun. Helping Adrian, Isiah, and Sunshine make posters/banners made all of my days better. Today was lulzy. Michael and Nghia kept pointing at me and laughing so hard. Hahaha. And I stole Nghias two grapes. And I climbed up a ladder for the first time.
6. Tori Van Foster, SHOOT. Telling us that you called that spot already so we couldnt put a banner up there. GAY. You didnt even use it. Haha. Sunshine, ftw. xP
7. "I like that poster! It looks really nice."
"You mean the one that my girlfriend made?"
8. Johnnys facial expression when she walked past us was sooooo cute. Oh, Johnny. Haha.
9. Man. I need to clean my rooooom. Its a mess. D:
10. Its getting really chilly outside nowadays. I kinda like it, not really. Haha. Its whatever, I missed wearing winter clothes anyways. :]
11. I learn a lot from reading everyones blogs/tumblrs. It shows sides of them I never thought of before. It allows me to see them in a different way.
12. I have my outfit for picture day. Haaaaay. <3
13. Homecoming Week next weeek! Im so stoked. It would be so sweet if somehow the sophomores won the hallway decorations. xD
14. Speaking of homecoming, people keep telling me to go. But naaah, I dont really feel like it. And I dont have a date? But who cares about dates. Its just homecoming. Haha. Most likely, I wont be going.
15. My work is done here. Time to change into some comfy clothes and do something unproductive... or clean my room.
16. Goooodnight world. Wouldnt it be beautiful to sleep with a smile on your face?
17. <3

Another busy day.

Today was a lot better than yesterday. Forrreaaal. Probably cause my mind was everywhere but there. And probably cause I kept myself busy.



1. I had to dress up for DECA again. Those induction ceremonies got so boring, yo. Hahaha. Oh well, I know Im gonna have a lot of fun with DECA this year. And being an officer is even better. :]

2. The Crucible that we're reading in english is sooooo borrrrrang.

3. The first thing JC said to me was, "Ew." D: Haha. Its all goood, I got him back.

4. Nghia liked the red shirt I wore today. And when I changed afterschool, we maaatched. Haaaay.

5. Its fun helping make posters. ADRIAN, SUNSHINE, AND ISIAH FOR HOMECOMINGGGG.

6. Whoa, Im starting to have a lot of fun in math. SHOOOT. I just said that. Hahah. I hope I did good on the quiz.

7. Who wants to buy a cheesecake or pie from meeee?!

8. I hope me, Adrian, and Jor dont fall behind on this manual for VA DECA SLC.

9. I hope I can go to the Facade meeting tomorrow.

10. My throat hurts. D:

11. I havent done my homework yet.

12. Oppp, I was supposed to post this yesterday.

Maaaan.

Just after posting my last blog, I found this. Wow.