Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Finally.

1. We finally have internet and tv again in our houseee. :D Thank you, Cox Cable guy. Haha.
2. So the past few days have been kinda empty, because of the lack of technology. But at the same time, I felt productive since I actually did my homework early and had free time at night.
3. Today was Kim's debut practice. I felt awkward and weird some reason. Seriously though, Idk why. But haaay, the partners are finally set and hopefully it will work out for everyone. We should just let it be, its Kims debut anyways. :P
4. I have a math analysis quiz tomorrow. Noooooo. Shoot, I hope I get a good grade on it. I feel like I need it.
5. Every time I see you, I feel like stress automatically gets off of me. And I smile. But then I think of something, in the back of my mind, and I lose hope. Its not a good feeling.
6. Wtfff. We're watching this Eddie Murphy movie on tv called Coming to America. Its boring. Hahaha.
7. I feel like such a failure every time I disappoint you. It sucks so muccch. I cant take it anymore. I want to make you happy. Please forgive me. :[
8. For the first time, I felt really awkward with you. I know that I probably shouldnt, but whatevs.
9. Im actually excited to start wearing hoodies and jackets. :D
10. Hmmm, I just found out that the skin on my legs are pretty sensitive.
11. I need to learn how to cook real Filipino food. Hahaha.
12. Yesterday was the first day I wore my glasses to school this year. Haha.
13. Wow, that was a really boring fact.
14. Woooohooo. Isiah is Key Club's treasurer. :]
15. Uh, its time for me to finish my math homework and eat dinner. Later guuuys.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

It'll be okay.

1. Kirbys first day at work today! :D
2. I didnt get much sleep last night. But I had dreams about you. It almost felt realistic.
3. Hmm, Im kinda enjoying this weather. I missed wearing sweaters. :]
4. He was gay and turned back? How do you turn back? FML. HAHA.
5. Youre welcome; its nice to know that even though we dont agree on some things, I can still be of some help towards you and your situation. And seriously, Im not right on a lot of things. But thanks for the compliment.
6. The day kinda just started, so I dont have much to say.
7. Im pretty excited for Confirmation 1 Class this year! I feel like Im going to learn a lot of stuff that I shouldve learned a lonnnnng time ago.
8. "Were you born again?"
"No, I did it right the first time. I was born Catholic."

:D <3

Friday, September 25, 2009

Ya gotta big egooooo.

1.Today was aiiight.
2. It got better once Camille picked me up from afterschooool. :D Btw, it was the first time me and bestfriend hung out together, with just us.
3. I didnt think I would feel that lonely without you. Im already surrounded by so many smiling faces. But inside, I kept feeling unpleasant. What a lame B day.
4. FACADE meeting today! Im excited for the summit we're planning. More youth need to come out! I promise, its fun. :]
5. Too bad you didnt comprehend what I wrote on your back. D:
6. I miss writing notes to people.
7. A lot of people kept asking me what was wrong. Looks like I suck at hiding my emotions. But wait, I wasnt even hiding any negativity. At least, I wasnt trying.
8. A lot of people are guilty of sugarcoating. Its disappointing, but then again.. I have been guilty before.
9. I think Im learning to be more tolerant. My acts of kindness towards people are increasing.
10. Man. I cant think right noooow. Too much on my mind.
11. I'll come back later. Bye.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

I learn something new everyday.

Marlon Agno - 9:45pm
oh as i was saying

aerlier

earlier

humans tend to emphasize negative thigns more than positive

no matter what

it's just human nature

and like

the had a ratio

Marlon Agno - 9:46pm
for a succesful marriage

happy times need to outweight negative times 5 to 1

pretty interesting

Even when the sky is falling down.


1. Im really bored. Ive done two bullitens on myspace. I dont feel like doing my homework. :[
2. The feeling that I get is so fuzzy, but its satisfying. I yearn to feel this way once again.
3. Wow, those two were like hours ago. Ive been procrastinating here and there. But Im almost done with my math homework! Then I have to finish my DECA essay, print my english essay, and finish my APHG homework. Gaaaaay. D:
4. I need to update my iPod.
5. I want to learn to do hair and makeup really well. Even though I dont wear makeup often.
6. hmmm, I wonder how many people came out to the APICS meeting today. It was so crowded in Mrs. Marcia's room; it was so haaaawt. Im so excited for whats to come of APICS. :]
7. Today I felt good in 4th block. I really think we're getting somewhere with this friendship! It was so nice to share a laugh with you like that. Its been overdue since hm, sixth grade. Haha.
8. Whoooop. Free APICS shirt for helping clean up Mrs. Marcia's room. ;D
9. In marketing, I read GMH and MLIA with Adrian. It was fun. Hahaha. Boolean not quite + and -. HAHA.
10. SHOOT. Speaking of marketing, I need to finish my DECA essay. Man.
11. Tri-M Music Honor Society after schoool tomorrow. Maybe Key Club if theyre still recycling?
12. Terrible, terrible, terrible things.
13. Time to finish all my homework. D:
14. Goodnight starlit skies. <3

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Fulfilled.

Thank you. You make me feel so :D
Goodnight beautifuls.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Oh, Filipino time.

1. Shooooot. Always late to practice. Who cares, Im used to it.
2. Your morning voice is so amusing. I dont even know why. Hahaha. Thanks for keeping me company and staying on the phone just listening to me talk to Camille. That was probably really boring though. Sorry, haha. xP Oh and, Hello Mr. Sales Associate. :] Sounds so accomplishing. Haha.
3. For some reason, when Kyle got to the practice I became happy. I suddenly smiled. Its nice to know that hes been in my life since I was like 5? We dont get all personal with each other and stuff, but I sttil feel comfortable when hes around.
4. When we were eating lunch at Auntie Julies house, we started talking about being pregnant, and whether we would want a natural birth or C-section. Awkward. And there were more boys there than girls. HAHA.
5. I opened 3 crabs for Sunshine. :] I felt reliable. Hahaha.
6. It basically makes me feel like a failure when you and you talk to me like that. It makes me want to stand up for myself and say something, but I didnt find the courage. But if I did say something, I would end up at fault anyways. I would be the bad person.
7. I really want to drive. Shooooot. But I cant even get a permit until February. Hahaha.
8. Kay, Im out of things to say.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Just smile and the world will smile along with you.

1. I really like the song "Send it On" from Disney Channel. Its so beautiful. :D
2. At first I wanted to do it for the lulz, but now I actually want it. I actually want to become Sophomore Homecoming Princess with Adrian Castro. I think it would be fun.
3. Just like you, I want to be able to comfort all of my friends. Just like you, I want to be humble. Just like you, I want to keep living life regardless of what's going on in the back of my mind.
4. "I wish I could change, I wish I could change, I wish I could stop saying the same old things. I wish I could be who you want me to be, I wish I could stop being the same old me."
5. Youre almost perfect. It scares me sometimes, but I always find myself mesmerized or amused. It actually sucks. D: I realized that this whole time I shouldve missed you. Im sorry.
6. We are slowly drifting apart from each other. But then again, it feels like theres nothing missing in life. I wonder why. You used to be the only thing I looked forward to on a daily basis. I counted how many words you said to me today; I only needed 2 fingers.
7. New goal in life: Watch Disney on Ice with someone special.
8. Why am I only in the mood to listen to slow, love songs right now? Weird.
9. I wish this was easy. I wish I could somehow slip it into our conversations everyday. I wish that I wasnt afraid. Wait, I dont wish for this. I pray for it all the time.
10. Now I know what you mean. It feels so disappointing when people only talk to you when they need help with homework or something. Or when people only talk to you when you two are in the same crowd.
11. Its only been the second week of school and Im already procrastinating and becoming lazy. I have to change that. I want to make my parents proud again.
12. Speaking of parents, I want to have a heartwarming conversation with my father. I tell my mommy almost everything. Shes my best friend at home.
13. If the both of you opened up, I think I would be able to make more of a difference in both of your lives. Or I would try to, at least.
14. Man. I really miss Canada. I felt so comfortable and at peace over there. No worries. I had welcoming family members, beautiful weather outside, and a church nearby where Jesus waited for me to adore Him.
15. I never want to write a song or tell a story where the world finds out that my heart is broken. But then again, this world is broken itself.
16. You told me that I have a beautiful soul. Before you said that, I thought my day was really good. But you made it amazing. Thank you for you. If I ever tell you that I hate you and I never want to talk to you ever again, Im lying.
17. Sometimes I feel guilty when Im around you. And I probably shouldnt cause youre a really good person. And I dont think I would ever want to do anything wrong to you or hurt you. But lately, I always tell myself, "Aw man. Im a hypocrite."
18. Yesterday, Kuya was being so arrogant with Mommy. I wanted to do something. But all I did was stay and my room and continue on tokbox. Ugh, Im lame. I will be here for you, Mommy. I promise.
19. I wish I was more helpful to my parents. But most especially to my grandparents. I always feel like I need to step up and be the grandaughter they always wanted me to be. It always makes me feel beautiful on the inside when Im doing my own business in the house and my lola is just gazing at me with a pleasant smile.
20. Its almost time to leave for the Pyc meeting. I actually miss Pyc. I actually miss all of you guys. I feel like we've been separated for a while now. Im so used to always having you guys around.
21. Time to be somebody. Goodbye world. :]

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Give love a try.

1. Im so excited for everything to just get going and busy. Haha. I got interviewed today for Historian for Key Club. If there are spots open for APICS, I'd like to try to run. :D I need to start my essay soon for DECA Historian! Whooop whooop, I love extra-curricular stufff. Haha.
2. Key Club meeting was aiiight. It was really short. My interview was pretty good, I guess. JC tied my shoes. I gave Kim my number. Im running against Erika Wise, Allan Frances, and Elaine. Well, not against Elaine. I want to be historian with her. Haha. I traced JC's rat. I found out that Nadia weighs 94 pounds. "Idk. Maybe I'll go to prom with like Tonetti. HAHAHAHA." Sarah kept texting me while she was already with me. Haha.
3. My feet hurt from Kim's practice. Haha. I hope we get that pretty waltz move Uncle Red taught us. It feels so beautiful when its done right. I wonder if Marlon is going to be my permanent partner.
4. I hope I did okay on the math analysis quiz today. I have three quizzes tomorrow. Shooooot. D:
5. I cant help but smile everytime I see you. AH. And all of us girls laugh about it all the time, but its so true. Gawsh. Hahaha.
6. Hmmmm. I keep thinking about whether or not I should start a lookbook. But naaaah, too lazy.
7. When I realized that my math teacher is a Miss and my bus driver is a Miss .. I wondered what its like to be at that age and be single. I wonder if they feel lonely, or something. Idk why. Hahaha.
8. I like having serious conversations with Jornel Torres and Adrian Castro. :]
9. So I think its official that Adrian and I are running for Homecoming Court. HAHA. "Just for the lulz." We're going to team up with Isiah on the whole advertising part of it.
10. Noooooo. I still have to do my final draft for my turf map and write an essay about it. Gay. And I forgot to ask Mr. Quick about the scale and stuff. Gay.
11. Oh yeah, my title of this post is "Give love a try." because I was watching Jonas today, and that was the title of the song Joe sang for Stella on kareoke. The song was actually pretty cute.
12. I want more v-necks. And I want a pair of thick framed glasses. But I doubt mommy and daddy will ever by me a pair of glasses again, since I already have contacts.
13. Hmmm. I think its time to take out my contacts, do my homework, study for my quizzes, and meet with AJ and Jor on tokbox at eight. :D
14. Peace out. ;]

Monday, September 14, 2009

Its about time.

I think its about time I do another one of these kinds of blogs. :D
1. Oh maaah gosh. I just realized that you remind me of Gabe Bondoc. HAHAHA. I can honestly say that Spanish Three is more fun because of you. So thanks. And whenever you laugh, it makes me want to laugh too. :P Today was the first day I actually looked at you in the eye. LOLOLOL. Welcome back.
2. You said, Sometimes I honestly catch myself thinking, "I always want to be Ria's friend." That made me feel so good, but in a way that made me feel humble. And no one has ever said that to me, ever. I'd like you to be my sidekick from now on until forever. I'd like to look back on my life and say, "This guy. Always there for me. Always has been. He was one of the greatest friends I could ever have and I'll always be grateful for him." What you said to me changed the way I see you. And I will never take advantage of you because you dont deserve it. Thank you so much. :D And your shoulder smells like my hair? Thats not THAT weird. HAHAHAHA.
3. You also say things to me that make me feel nice. And you do live up to your best friend title. But seriously, I dont care about COD. xD AHAHAAH. Im just kidding, you can tell me all about it. Oh you. You make me feel flattered, but at the same time .. pity. ;D
4. You can be really quiet at times, but youre really funny. Hahah. And you DO eat a lot. :P And youre really smart. I want to get to know you better and become closer friends with you.
5. I wish we updated each other daily. Haha. I wouldnt mind telling you everything every single day, cause youre my best friend, girrrrrl. :] We should seriously have study groups. It would be so much fuuuun. Haha.
6. I agree. ;D There really is nothing thats NOT cute about this. Shoooooot. Hahah. Ive probably said this a lot, but Im glad that I get to know the real you. Cause who you are inside and what you have to offer is great! :P
7. I remember when we first started talking, I wanted to prove you wrong. I wanted to talk to you all the time and be the one who would listen to all your problems and let you vent out on. But now, we dont talk at all. D:
8. I can always say a lot about you and/or to you. But I would be really obvious even if I tried my best to make this anonymous. So I'll just leave it with this: :D
9. I wonder what it would be like if you two knew everything about me. I wonder if we would share like, the same relationship. I wonder if you guys would give me honest opinions and worry about me. I wonder if you guys would stop me or encourage me to keep living life the way I am.
10. I think its funny how you joke me and stuff. And for a while I thought you were taking advantage of me. But you would never do that, right? Its nice to have you around. And it makes me feel like a good friend when I do simple things for you. Oh, and Im still praying and hoping that you will learn a lot from all of this stuff.

:D <3

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Hay cutie. :]

Happy birthday, Jornel Torres. :D
I shall tell you about my day yesterday because it was fun and amazing and everything. :] Haha.
1. I did some regular early afternoon routines. And I was talking to Angelo and Kirbs and JC, I think.
2. Then I started making Jor's card! It took me like an hour. But it turned out so cuteeee. ;D And I gave him 20 dollars and a pack of gum cause he's always looking for gum in marketing class. :P
3. Then I started playing the Lollipop song from the dell commercial on the keyboard while I was finishing getting ready.
4. My mommy and kuyas dropped me off at BF Wangs where I met up with Sarah, Jor, Ronnie, Queenie, Chris, Aldric, Marlon, and Spencer outside. Then we went inside and Jor's family was at the table already. :]
5. We ordered drinks and stuff and we were messing around the whole time; doing Ronnie's "okay cool" thing with the hands. HAHAHA. I sat with Ronnie, Spencer, and Jor. THE LETTUCE WRAPS WERE DELICIOUS. Spencer and Ronnie ate so much.
6. Me and Ronnie were arguing about who had the best gift. Mine was totally exclusive and from the heart. Haha. Ronnie's were these white cyclops sunsglasses he got from Five Below. LOLOLOLOL.
7. We ordered food and Jor, Ronnie, and I all got noodles. I didnt copy Ronnie, or at least I didnt want to. xP The other boys ordered chicken and beef and Queenie and Sarah ordered egg drop soup. Hahaha.
8. When the food came, we noticed that we ordered so much! Oh mah gosh. But it was all really really gooooood. <3 Oh man.
9. Ronnie's mom called while we were eating saying that she needed to go somewhere. Ronnie was about to get buck on his mom on the phone. HAHA. We played games on his iPhone.
10. After we ate, the boys went to the bathroom together. SO CUTE. :D <3 Hahahaha. Then me, Sarah, and Queenie went to the bathroom too. But we went to practice our song. I felt bad cause I didnt know that we were doing a medley so yeah. D: Sorry Queenie and Sarah.
11. When we came out, we didnt notice how long we were in there. HAHA. Spencer and Jor were waiting outside of the bathroom and when we got to the table, Jor said that Ronnie drank two cups of Orange Soda by the time we got out. Hahahahah. And the boys ordered desserts already.
12. Marlon and Spencer got these big slices of cheesecake and Aldric, Ronnie, and Chris got these cheesecake cups. Marlon called them the gay boy desserts and the black waiter laughed. HAHAHAHAAHA.
13. I ordered a cheesecake like Spencer and Marlon cause Ronnie wanted to share.
14. Jor's banana fritters with Coconut Pineapple Ice Cream was so delicious. :D
15. It was so funny feeding Ronnie the cheesecake! HAHAHAHAHA.
16. TJ is soooo cute. I love her. <3
17. Then we started playing all these games with the food. It was really fun but it was awkward at the same time. LOLOLOL.
18. While the girls were trying to serenade Jor, the boys were being lame and overpowered us. Dx Hahaha.
19. Then we decided to walk around Town Center! We chilled at the fountain area for a while. I bet a lot of people around us thought we were crazy.
20. We were giving each other piggy back rides and we were dancing and throwing water at each other. HAHAHHAA.
21. Then we went to the roof of some place, Idk. It wasnt that high up, only 5 levels. Then we looked at the really ugly view. HAHA. Then Ronnie was standing on the edge and stuff and the big patrol guy came and asked us what we were doing and why Ronnie was standing up there. Hahaha. Then we played tag. Then I took Ronnie's lookbook picture and we went down to the benches in front of Sandler Center.
22. We sat there for a while and talked about random stuff. I sat with Marlon and Spencer but I shared the bench separator thing with Marlon. I was sitting on the uncomfortable part. Oh wells. Hahaha.
23. Then we went back to the fountain area and all the boys were laying down and Sarah was laying down. Me, Jor, and Spencer did this really weird looking dance. HAHAHA. But they said I did it very well. :P
24. We hung out for a little and Sarah spit her gum into Spencers mouth. LOLOLOLOL. Then we went home. I rode with Jors fam, Chris, and Aldric.
25. Aldric was like, "Whoa. Ria, you live here?" He thought I lived in the woods. It was funny the way he sounded. HAHA.
26. Me and Jor were just talking about school basically in the car. It was nice. Then I got home and did regular, boring stuff.
27. Well, that was Jor's Happy Advanced Birthday. :D Time to iron my dads clothes and clean my room. Haha. Ttfn; ta-ta for nooooow. :]

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Yoooooo.

Oh yeaaaah. My brown vans came in today! :D Just in time for my outfit on Friday! hahaha. And I saw my cute little freshman Julian Taruc todaaaay. :] He gave me a really big, tight hug. It was so cute. HAHA. I missed that boy so much. Hes so tall now and so pogi. Hahaha. And his hair looks nice. He makes me so proud. :D Hahaha.

Oh haaay.

B days are definitely better than A days this year. :D First block was TA Honors English 11. MR. PHELPS IS SO AWESOME. Hes so chill, laid back, and slack. Hahaha. All we did was bs through his class expectations, do a fun survey, and make a collage. No assigned seats; I sit next to Daniel Flores! :] This class is going to be so sweeet, yo.

Second block is Concert Choir. Me and Elaine were late. Hahaha, oh wells. Margaret is in this class with us too! At first me and Elaine didnt know what to do, but we caught on later. Im probably going to eat some snacks in this class, I just need a sticker. And maaan, I wish we didnt have the royal blue dresses. Grosss. D: Haha. Whooop, me and Elaine are altos. We listened to All Virginia Mixed Chorus. I totally heard Michael in the tenor section. <3 So beautiful. Hahahah.

Third block was Math Analysis! Im so scared for the rest of the year. Ms Lucas' voice is kinda annoying. And shooot, I better pass this year. :[ Looks like Im going to be staying after a lot, or all of us can just have study group together! [Me, Audrey, Kirbs, Marcee, Kim, Paola, and Ramil] Doesnt that sound so fun? Shooot. Haha. The work was pretty easy, we just have a crap load of homework and the book is so heavy. I was proud of Kirbs when he corrected Ms Lucas. LOLOLOLOL. I sit in the front of the class. -_- But whatever, this class is filled with fun friends. :]

Fourth block was aiiiight. Kirbs and Johnny walked with me. The whole time me and Johnny were talking about how we wanted Mrs. Mervine. D: I mean, Mr. Quick is pretty chill, but we want like a super upbeat, fun class. We did a scavenger hunt. We have a map project that I probably wont start until later. The end of the block was funny; Me and Alana were talking about pee since I had to go really bad. We talked about my nephew who had to go, but we were in the car on the way to watch some fireworks, so my cousin's friend had to hold an empty water bottle for him to pee in. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. SO FUNNNY. Then when the bell rang, I met up with Kim and Kirby. And it was so funny cause they were talking about peeing and Kirbs had to go pee really bad too. HAHAHAHAHA. Then Kirbs was about to make us walk the other way, but then I got scared cause I thought I was going to miss the bus. So we went my way and I made it to the bus. Woohooo.

Then I went to my hizzzouse. :P And I ate with my kuyas. Then I tried looking for my black heels but I couldnt find them. :[ So I brought my two silver heels to Kims debut practice; one for me and the other for Elaine. Uncle Red totally remembers me! I felt cool. Then he made Nghia teach Elaine and Kirbs teach me. It was pretty fun, haha. I only got to like, the 2nd basic though. Oh well. Then I got paired up with Marlon! It was really hot in San Lorenzo. It was really fuuun though. I like it. :D Bomban made a lot of weird noises. And Ronnie got sad when he thought I wanted to hug him. And Liz's feet hurt a lot. And me and Angeline have to make our elbows touch. And Audrey thinks my dancing is pretty. So yeah, that was basically my day. Time to study for my chemistry quiz tomorrow. Pooooop. Gooodbye wonderful world. :]

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Why hello there, sophomore. ;D

1. Today was aiiiight, I guess. :P
2. It started off terribly wrong cause we stood out in the rain for like 20 minutes waiting for the bus. Then we got caught at this traffic light for like 15 minutes. So once I got inside the school, it was already passed 7:25. :[ Didnt get to see anyonee, and I didnt get to give Spencer and Bomban their pencils. hahaha.
3. It was funny just watching little freshmen get lost and talk about how theyre so excited but have no idea where theyre going. HAHA.
4. Coach Sendzik is pretty chill. Daniel Flores is in my classs. :D And so is Hayley Davis! Some pretty funny people in my class. Scott is in my pe class again, just like last year. Idkk what else. We ran out of time to get our lockers. Oh well.
5. After first block, I saw Julie, Kirbs, Ronnie, and Paola! :] OH maah gossh. Senioors. D: Then I went to Chemistry with Mr. Venner. He is pretty scary .. haha. Jasmine Montgomery, Jessica Miller, and Christine Paulmino are in that class with me. He gave us three worksheets. -_- The Math Pre-test was easy. My drawing of the classroom sucks. Hahah. We have a quiz next block. Gaaaay.
6. Whooop whoop, Internet Marketing! :D <3 I missed Mr. King! And the Pacific Rim is finally reunited! Its always fun with Ogo, Jor, Dante, and Adrian. Oh .. Krish too. Hahaha. Theres a lot planned out for marketing already: DECA office, state fair, Howl O Scream, manuals for SLC, Kentucky...? hahah, and a lot of other stuff. I wasnt paying full attention, but oh well. :D
7. Spanish 3 was pretty good. Senora DeSimone is short, and smiles a lot. hahaha. Her English is fun to listen to. :] Im glad I remember my Spanish, cause we already started doing all this other stuff. Sarah Torres is in mah classs. And Adam; hes been in my spanish class every year since 8th grade. Hahah. Oh and this one girl was jealous of my Spanish accent. HECK YEEEES. xP HAHA.
8. Shoooot. Time to do my Spanish and Chemistry homework. Its just that Kirbs is distracting me, which is pretty good. Hahaha. Smell ya later. <3

PS: Happy birthday, Mama Mary. I love you so much. :D

Monday, September 7, 2009

This is really it.

Goodnight summer days,
hello sophomore year. :]
Im excited, but whatever. Haha. 8]

See you kids tomorrow! <3

Saturday, September 5, 2009

PS:

You want someone to make things right?
I'll do it. I hope you know that I already try.
I told you this already. But I'll say it again: Im here.
Cause Im ready to talk to you and give you advice, all you need to do is ask for it.
Cause my help is already being offered, all you need to do is take it.

Yesterday night.

I went to First Friday for confession. :D
First of all, Thank you God for allowing these never-ending opportunities to experience Your Infinite Love and Mercy.
If only the world realized how much You offered us and how open Your arms are to sending us on the right path to Heaven.
I missed You. <3 I havent been to adoration in a long time.
Being in the presence of the Blessed Sacrament makes me feel at home. Like I belong there, like I belong in Your Arms and in no one else's.
And I wish that You bless all the beautiful souls that were there with You last night. Help them lead a life of purity. Help them to know You more and strive to become better worshippers of the Adorable Sacrament. Help them to spread Your news and guide them into the Way of Peace.

Ate Rochelle, your inspirational talk was really amazing.
There are so many members of my family and friends that should have heard you.
Im going to miss you so much, but I know youre finally at home.
You persevered, and youre continuing your journey of chastity, purity, and obedience.
I love you, Ate. And you will always be in my prayers. <3

Michelle and I had a conversation where we were just catching up on each other.
I enjoyed it, a lot. I missed having talks like those with you, best. :P
I was starting to feel like it was fading away, but Ria and Michelle are back again!
SPBFFL forever, okay? :D

And now, as I sit here typing my story about last night, I can gladly say that I am pure. I can tell the world that God is here and God will always be here, just like He is for me.
I can stand up against all odds and say, Why not? Why would anyone avoid God's Mercy? Why even think about spending your days in a state of sin, when God is always ready and willing to forgive you?
All it takes is you. All it takes is the desire and heart to want to become pure.
All it takes is you. All it takes is, "God. Make me a channel of your peace."
"God, I am ready. I want to live my life for You, and by You. Help me strive for a life of holiness and purity."
And God is always waiting. God waits for every single one of us. God will wait until you are ready, until you are humble, until you are ready to admit to your sins because all you long for in your heart is purity.
Because all you long for in life is holiness. Because all you long for is God.
God is always ready when you are.
Pour out and absolve yourself from all evil and wrongdoing.
Replace it with love, obedience, and purity.
Now take His hand, its already outstretched. <3

Friday, September 4, 2009

Im going to copy Kirby on this one.

I want to live a life.
- Where I remain pure, in the state of grace.
- Where I can tell the world of God's Love and never be afraid.
- Where I didnt judge others due to their flaws and imperfections.
- Where everyone was motivated and felt accepted.
- Where no one was taken advantage of.
- Where I could hug my dad every single time I saw him. Just because I havent in like a year. Only on special occasions.
- Where success wasnt the only thing you wanted in life.
- Where it was about experiencing total happiness, and being happy for yourself .. not meeting the expectations of everyone else.
- Where the whole world could gather for the greater glory of our God.
- Where judgement wasnt based on appearance and looks.
- Where personality really matters.
- Where girls were pretty, even if they werent pin thin.
- Where hearts were consoled, and love wasnt just a game.
- Where you could sing your heart out and be carefree.
- Where emotions didnt get the best of everyone.
- Where shoulders to cry on and hands to hold were always available.
- Where crying was just tears of joy.
- Where all the veterans could come home and run into the arms of their loved ones.
- Where sinners accepted a change of heart, looked into Gods eyes, and followed His Holy Will.
- Where people were satisfied simply with what they were given.
- Where saying sorry would be enough.
- Where everyone woke up in the morning with their first words being, "Thank you God."
- Where every action, every step, every word of every day was offered up to the Lord.
- Where people took a step back, and listened to their own advice.
- Where love was all we needed.
<3

So, what do I do nooow?

1. Im finally finished with all this APHG stuff. :DDDD
2. No more plans today, except for First Friday later on, hopefully.
3. Mommy said I can be in Kims debut! YAY. Im excited. :] Please, can I be with Daniel? HAHAHAHA. JUST KIDDING. xP
4. "shes invited..............................................................................anyways" HAHAHAHAHAAHA.
5. I still want to go shopping before school starts. D:
6. I think I want brown vans!
7. Aw man, I shouldve washed my veil. I think I'll do it after this.
8. Shooot. I think Im losing interest in Korean stuff, like forreals. Its kinda scary and Im sure Oppa would be disappointed. :[ Oppa is still one of the cutest words to say ever. <3 Hahaha.
9. Hmmm, I want to get really good at dancing! I might have a lot of experience, but still.
10. Yooooo, I want to watch a movie and cry! HAHA. For some reason, I feel really good when I cry during a movie. HAHAHA. Wtf. xD
11. I was practicing my handwriting last night while we were on tokbox. Two words: not impressed. -_- Hahaha.
12. Yesterday, I thought I lost my phone. I was going to cry so haaard. Ohmahgosh.

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1. Speaking of not impressed, shoooot. You disappoint me, girl. Dang, not even kidding. You need to change.
2. Dang, did we really bet on that $20 dollar, AJ? Im up for the $10 dollar one, though. I think I already know Im going to lose the $20 dollar one. LOLOLOLOLOL.
3. Auntie Tes told me its your turn to step up to the plate and tell God what you want to do. We'll just be here waiting, hoping, and praying that you'll do whats best for you.
4. I wonder if you two still remember me. You guys were so much fun. :D And even though you guys live all the way in Jersey, we kept in touch. I miss you both, Kuyas.
5. Youre so awkward sometimes. Haha. And some people told me to watch out for you. Aw man, scaaary. Creeper status! HAHAHA.
6. Today is a new day for you, right?! A good man is a clean man. ;D Teeheehee.
7. Too bad me and you never got to go to Yama yet. :[ Are we still going to?
8. Every time I see you, I wonder if you still remember me. Haha, we've known each other since I was like, 6-7? Now its like we've never met. D:
9. You are so cute! :] I want my kid to turn out to be you. HAHA. Everyone loves you because youre so adorable. Oh maaan. Im glad that we're pretty close. :D I remember how I would vent to you like 99% of English class. And I think your little sister likes me, but Idk. HAHA. Shes cute too!
10. You know whats weird? For some reason, whenever I see you or whenever Im around you, I feel like I have to impress you. xD I dont knoow why.
11. Its funny how you tell everyone youre my husband. LOLOLOLOL. But I guess its nice, cause it makes me feel like I fit in. Haha, but I think it would be cooler if we were closer as friends. Rigggght?
12. I actually feel bad for you.

Hm, I cant really think of anything else right nooow. And I feel like keeping it even, since I did 12 for both. xP I'll probably come back here later, my day will be boring until tonight.

Here we go again.

1. Ah, its getting late. D: I need to wake up by 830 so I can ask my mom if I can be in Kims debut and if we can go out with AMP43.
2. Woohooo, tokbox with Elaine, Bomban, Marcee, Kirby, Marlon, Andrew, Isiah, Kim, and Daniel. Haha, we arent even talking much. :P
3. One bad thing about staying up late: HUNGER. D:
4. Hm, I'll probably change my song tomorrow. And finish my APHG stuffff.
5. I need to learn more songs on the guitar.
6. I wish my voice could compare to Christine Concepcion. She is so amazing. Eh, my hopes are way too high. Shoot.
7. School is so close, oh maaah gosh. Im pretty excited. Hahaha.
8. I wonder if I'll be able to get Principal's List again this year. xD
9. "I hear she can roll a mean meat." HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.
10. "Michael and Elaine"
"wait what who said that"
HAHAHAHA.
11. Hm, I think I will sleep like .. in 5 minutes.
12. My sleeping patterns need to get back in shape before school starts.
13. Im excited for Math Analysis 3B, but Im scared of Ms. Lucas. HAHA.
14. Shooot. Im actually hoping that I stopped growing. I dont want to be tall.
15. Okay, I think this is the end. Goodnight world. :D <3

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Yeees.

1. Finally! My day is getting somewhere. :]
2. I had waffles earlier and I just finished taking a lovely shower.
3. Camille is coming over and we're going to watch Made of Honor. :D
4. Like a Star by Corinne Bailey Rae is playing on my iPod.
5. BON FAYA Show premiere tonight at 7 at PCC. Heck yes, I love those kids.
6. Its about time. I woke up this morning with a text message. Hehehehe.
7. Mr. Palafox, I understand your blog and it caught my attention. Just thought I'd let you know. :]
8. I plan on reading New Moon later and learning some T Swizzy on the guitar. Haha.
9. Peace out daaawg.
10. Smell ya later. :D [I got that from my daddy; Michael Bombandicoot.]

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Hmmmmm.

1. Im copying you. Girrrrl, be quiet. Why are you apologizing?! Youre not boring, best. I promise. And even IF you were, I'd rather be bored with you than bored by myself. :P I had fun yesterday and today! Forreal forreal. :D
2. Me and Kuya Rayneil have been watching Top Chef. Wouldnt it be so much fun to be a chef?! Shoooot. I could win your heart with a delicious dish and scrumpticious dessert where you can taste the love. xD HAHA.
3. Ive been missing out way too much on MHCC. D: Good thing First Friday is coming up! Here I come, confession. :]
4. Debuts are so much fuuuuuun. Of course, Im excited for Camilles. And Idk if Im invited to Kims debut, but haaaay. I want to see all of them dance. :P Even if its just a video on YouTube. Hahaha.
5. Finally! We're talking again. :D
6. Takbawks with Bomban, Kirbs, and Elaine is always fuuuun. Its funny cause the two boys are always laughing and me and Elaine are just watching them. xD Every single time. Hahaha.
7. Maaaan, you keep coming into our lives when you dont have to. Gawsh. You are everywhere! Stop it. Its .. not even fun. Ugh. No offense, but every door to every opportunity isnt always open. Stop inviting yourself. Get your own clan.
8. Even though I dont know you very well, youre so disappointing. Your name, your story is the like, talk of the town and I dont even know if you noticed. Youre making drama for yourself outside of your own territory. Why?!
10. And I say that for the last two, but then again who am I to judge them? Shooot. Its so hard though when I get upset or annoyed every time I hear about you two. Sorry.
11. It was pretty surprising to see you say that about me because I always say sorry to you cause I feel at fault often. It used to be you that always said sorry, but I guess the tables are turning? You already know this, but its nice to have you around.
12. Why do I want another haircut already?! I should stop. I'll let it grow some, but I think Im going to keep it short from now on. Waaaait, is my hair better long or short? ;]
13. hotel626.com + Eileen and Elaine + pillows = MICHAEL BOMBAN. WIMP. HAHAHAHAHAAHA.
14. I enjoy singing along to songs with you. Hahaha.
15. Once I got home, I was super duper bored. Shooot. I still need to clean my room too. D:
16. Ive been sleepy all day .. haha. I feel so lazy, yo. I needa fix that before school starts. Too much procrastinating!
17. Summer was fun, yo! I just want it to end with a bang.
18. My blog is boring.
19. Kthxbai.
20. :D

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Im kinda sleepy.

Earlier today was just guhreat. :D
1. I woke up, then Elaine called me. But I just laid in bed for a while.. haha.
2. I got ready, then I met up with Nghia, JC, Eileen, and Elaine. And we waited for Jason outside/inside Nghia's car.
3. Jason came! And we started jogging around the neighborhood.
4. Nghia told Elaine that she looks like shes going to die. D: Terrible ..
5. We went swimming! It was cooooold. But it was still fun.
6. Then we ate. Nomnomnomnom. :P
7. Then they went to the Losinios houseee. I was supposed to meet up with them, but then I had to help clean up the garage. D: Ugh.
8. Buuuut, its all goood. Im sleeping over anyways. :] Woohooo.

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1. I wish I was around you more often. Its nice. Haha. The vibe I get around you makes me feel grateful for our friendship. Even though we arent like .. the bestest of best friends. But still. :] Its funny when you call me ading when you text me. Haha.. that would be weird if I called you kuya.
2. Forrreal yo, why do you keep missing debut practice?! Shooot. I was actually pretty excited to be your partner for the first time, even though Ive known you like all my life. But now we have to find replacements?!?! Maaaan. D:
3. I already told you this, but youre a great person! Youre so crazy and funny on the outside, but on the inside youre .. really good. :] Hahaha. Im proud of you. Keep going and remembering that time is really important. You got this!
4. Youre so funny. And youre pretty. And you have a really nice style. I like being around you, I always feel extra giddy. Haha. And I love listening to your stories.
5. Youre unpredictable, sometimes. And youre really random. And some people think youre mean. D: I dont want you to come off like that, cause I know you arent. Right?
6. I admit it, I do miss you. And I dont know whether Im happier with or without you. Im not crying or anything, Im still having fun. Im still happy, Im still smiling and laughing, Im still enjoying my life right now. But I want you to be around, thats for sure. I still havent changed my mind. I just doubt sometimes. D: Oh yeah, this song's for yoou.
7. I pray that one day, I find the perfect one for me and turn out to be just like you two. You guys are so cuuuuute! And Im sure a lot of people already know, but you guys are doing whats right. I want to be able to experience that. The love of God within the heart of another person. I want to share my love for God with someone special. Im praying for you two cuties. And Im praying for my own St. Joseph. <3
8. I miss the way things used to be with me and you. Youre still my best friend, but I dont get to see you often. :[ I wish I did. We had so much fuuuun before! But I know youre still here for me, and Im still here for you. :D We'll catch up with one another soon, I promise.
9. You go through a lot of crap and you seem stressed often. But you handle it so well. I wish I could be like you. Or I wish I could at least comfort you.
10. I dont want to feel the kind of pain you feel all the time. I dont want to linger in my past and constantly miss it. I dont want to be in your position, ever. I dont want to be like you.
11. I want to learn more about you and I want to be closer to you as a friend. I think it would be amaaazing. :] Oh, and same thing for you! Haha.
12. It always makes me feel better to know that you'll always be around to listen to my problems, and try to find ways to help me out of it. Ah, what would I do without you? :D
13. This is all for now, new post later tonight .. maybe. ;D

1 Timothy 4:12

"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example, for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity."