Sunday, October 25, 2009
It hurts.
It hurts to see several people come to me and question why you seem down lately, but then Im as clueless as they are. It hurts to hear some people say, "Maybe its not worth it." It hurts to sometimes think about moving on, but not knowing where to start. It hurts to try to let go of you at least a little bit, but always find myself with the desire to be in your arms.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Tumblr.
1. So many people are using it now. Oh well.
2. I enjoyed third block. I hope I did good on the test.
3. I can't help but stare at you; you're so .. everything.
4. Walking with you to fourth block was so much fun.
2. I enjoyed third block. I hope I did good on the test.
3. I can't help but stare at you; you're so .. everything.
4. Walking with you to fourth block was so much fun.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
If only,
-If only you could see the expressions on their faces.
-If only you could see how bright their smiles were.
-If only you could sing your heart out with all of the other youth.
-If only you could sing and dance along to the voices God blessed us with.
-If only you could praise and worship with us and the angels.
-If only you could feel the unity.
-If only you could feel the strength.
-If only you could feel the hope.
-If only you could feel the faith.
-If only you could feel the love.
-If only you could be there with us, physically or spiritually.
-If only you could nourish your soul.
-If only you could kneel down in reverence.
-If only you could kneel before the Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity.
-If only you could ask for intercessions.
-If only you could see the many faces of those that pray for you.
-If only you could see how many of them offer their prayers that one day, you will too.
-If only you could give me, give us, give Him, one more chance. <3
-If only you could see how bright their smiles were.
-If only you could sing your heart out with all of the other youth.
-If only you could sing and dance along to the voices God blessed us with.
-If only you could praise and worship with us and the angels.
-If only you could feel the unity.
-If only you could feel the strength.
-If only you could feel the hope.
-If only you could feel the faith.
-If only you could feel the love.
-If only you could be there with us, physically or spiritually.
-If only you could nourish your soul.
-If only you could kneel down in reverence.
-If only you could kneel before the Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity.
-If only you could ask for intercessions.
-If only you could see the many faces of those that pray for you.
-If only you could see how many of them offer their prayers that one day, you will too.
-If only you could give me, give us, give Him, one more chance. <3
Feast Day of St. Luke.
Why hello there, St. Luke. :D Thank you for being such a great instrument of God. Thank you for being such a strong and faithful follower. Thank you for being a role model to us as to how we should praise God throughout our lives. Thank you for being an evangelist. Thank you for writing your book in the Gospel. Thank you for also writing the Acts of the Apostles. May we always refer to your writings in Scripture and always acknowledge you as our patron saint. In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Rainy day.
1. So today I was at Fresh World, two of the Spanish/Mexican workers raised their eyebrows at me and smiled. So grosssss. I wanted to cry. Hahaha. And they were like, mid-thirties. EW.
2. I didnt get to go to the FACADE meeting. Kuya Rayneil went to the doctor today, and hes positive for the flu. D:
3. Im gradually getting closer and closer to Danrae. Its nice and all, but for some reason, I feel funny when he smiles at me, which is like .. almost every time I look at him or whatever. Haha. Oh well, hes a good friend of mine I should have kept up with ever since he moved to Japan.
4. I was coughing so much today. Especially in spanish. People kept looking at me. Haha. When I was coughing really hard, the guy sitting next to me showed me a paper. And it was the information packet for the swine flu shot. LOLOLOL.
5. I stayed afterschool every single day this week. It was really fun. Helping Adrian, Isiah, and Sunshine make posters/banners made all of my days better. Today was lulzy. Michael and Nghia kept pointing at me and laughing so hard. Hahaha. And I stole Nghias two grapes. And I climbed up a ladder for the first time.
6. Tori Van Foster, SHOOT. Telling us that you called that spot already so we couldnt put a banner up there. GAY. You didnt even use it. Haha. Sunshine, ftw. xP
7. "I like that poster! It looks really nice."
"You mean the one that my girlfriend made?"
8. Johnnys facial expression when she walked past us was sooooo cute. Oh, Johnny. Haha.
9. Man. I need to clean my rooooom. Its a mess. D:
10. Its getting really chilly outside nowadays. I kinda like it, not really. Haha. Its whatever, I missed wearing winter clothes anyways. :]
11. I learn a lot from reading everyones blogs/tumblrs. It shows sides of them I never thought of before. It allows me to see them in a different way.
12. I have my outfit for picture day. Haaaaay. <3
13. Homecoming Week next weeek! Im so stoked. It would be so sweet if somehow the sophomores won the hallway decorations. xD
14. Speaking of homecoming, people keep telling me to go. But naaah, I dont really feel like it. And I dont have a date? But who cares about dates. Its just homecoming. Haha. Most likely, I wont be going.
15. My work is done here. Time to change into some comfy clothes and do something unproductive... or clean my room.
16. Goooodnight world. Wouldnt it be beautiful to sleep with a smile on your face?
17. <3
2. I didnt get to go to the FACADE meeting. Kuya Rayneil went to the doctor today, and hes positive for the flu. D:
3. Im gradually getting closer and closer to Danrae. Its nice and all, but for some reason, I feel funny when he smiles at me, which is like .. almost every time I look at him or whatever. Haha. Oh well, hes a good friend of mine I should have kept up with ever since he moved to Japan.
4. I was coughing so much today. Especially in spanish. People kept looking at me. Haha. When I was coughing really hard, the guy sitting next to me showed me a paper. And it was the information packet for the swine flu shot. LOLOLOL.
5. I stayed afterschool every single day this week. It was really fun. Helping Adrian, Isiah, and Sunshine make posters/banners made all of my days better. Today was lulzy. Michael and Nghia kept pointing at me and laughing so hard. Hahaha. And I stole Nghias two grapes. And I climbed up a ladder for the first time.
6. Tori Van Foster, SHOOT. Telling us that you called that spot already so we couldnt put a banner up there. GAY. You didnt even use it. Haha. Sunshine, ftw. xP
7. "I like that poster! It looks really nice."
"You mean the one that my girlfriend made?"
8. Johnnys facial expression when she walked past us was sooooo cute. Oh, Johnny. Haha.
9. Man. I need to clean my rooooom. Its a mess. D:
10. Its getting really chilly outside nowadays. I kinda like it, not really. Haha. Its whatever, I missed wearing winter clothes anyways. :]
11. I learn a lot from reading everyones blogs/tumblrs. It shows sides of them I never thought of before. It allows me to see them in a different way.
12. I have my outfit for picture day. Haaaaay. <3
13. Homecoming Week next weeek! Im so stoked. It would be so sweet if somehow the sophomores won the hallway decorations. xD
14. Speaking of homecoming, people keep telling me to go. But naaah, I dont really feel like it. And I dont have a date? But who cares about dates. Its just homecoming. Haha. Most likely, I wont be going.
15. My work is done here. Time to change into some comfy clothes and do something unproductive... or clean my room.
16. Goooodnight world. Wouldnt it be beautiful to sleep with a smile on your face?
17. <3
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Another busy day.
Today was a lot better than yesterday. Forrreaaal. Probably cause my mind was everywhere but there. And probably cause I kept myself busy.
1. I had to dress up for DECA again. Those induction ceremonies got so boring, yo. Hahaha. Oh well, I know Im gonna have a lot of fun with DECA this year. And being an officer is even better. :]
2. The Crucible that we're reading in english is sooooo borrrrrang.
3. The first thing JC said to me was, "Ew." D: Haha. Its all goood, I got him back.
4. Nghia liked the red shirt I wore today. And when I changed afterschool, we maaatched. Haaaay.
5. Its fun helping make posters. ADRIAN, SUNSHINE, AND ISIAH FOR HOMECOMINGGGG.
6. Whoa, Im starting to have a lot of fun in math. SHOOOT. I just said that. Hahah. I hope I did good on the quiz.
7. Who wants to buy a cheesecake or pie from meeee?!
8. I hope me, Adrian, and Jor dont fall behind on this manual for VA DECA SLC.
9. I hope I can go to the Facade meeting tomorrow.
10. My throat hurts. D:
11. I havent done my homework yet.
12. Oppp, I was supposed to post this yesterday.
1. I had to dress up for DECA again. Those induction ceremonies got so boring, yo. Hahaha. Oh well, I know Im gonna have a lot of fun with DECA this year. And being an officer is even better. :]
2. The Crucible that we're reading in english is sooooo borrrrrang.
3. The first thing JC said to me was, "Ew." D: Haha. Its all goood, I got him back.
4. Nghia liked the red shirt I wore today. And when I changed afterschool, we maaatched. Haaaay.
5. Its fun helping make posters. ADRIAN, SUNSHINE, AND ISIAH FOR HOMECOMINGGGG.
6. Whoa, Im starting to have a lot of fun in math. SHOOOT. I just said that. Hahah. I hope I did good on the quiz.
7. Who wants to buy a cheesecake or pie from meeee?!
8. I hope me, Adrian, and Jor dont fall behind on this manual for VA DECA SLC.
9. I hope I can go to the Facade meeting tomorrow.
10. My throat hurts. D:
11. I havent done my homework yet.
12. Oppp, I was supposed to post this yesterday.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Of course.
Yeah, it does surprise me. You know why? Probably because I filled myself, I filled my heart with endless possibilities with you. I filled myself with what was almost perfection in my eyes. And now that those possibilities ended almost 2 weeks ago, Im half empty. So it looks like youre starting to experience what it feels like to be me. But, the last thing I want you to feel is that I dont care. I remember in a song, "Sometimes you gotta act like you dont care; thats the only way the boys learn." Well, no. Cause I care about you, a lot. More than you know, probably. Or at least, more than you'd accept. And my feelings havent changed a bit. I promise you that. Im just, trying to hide them behind a curtain. But the thing is, why would I do that? Im not going to be someone Im not. I cant act like this forever. Dont hesitate. There could be countless reasons why you feel this way; maybe Im one of the reasons. Or maybe Im just holding on, when I shouldnt. But why shouldnt I? Yeah, this is hard. It is. Idk anymore. This is confusing. D:
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Yes, it is.
Either we do something about it, or we sit here and ponder, "Well, what can we do?"
It was nice talking to Sunshine about everything. I havent done that in a while. Thanks for listening to me, girrl. And thanks for the compliment, even though it kinda hurt me.
It was nice talking to Sunshine about everything. I havent done that in a while. Thanks for listening to me, girrl. And thanks for the compliment, even though it kinda hurt me.
Oh, oh, oh.
So while I was browsing tumblr, I found this website: http://www.iamblessed.tumblr.com/.
There are a lot of cute pictures and quotes on there.
And a lot of them happened to catch my eye and relate to me, even.
So yeah. Sorry, just wasted your time.
Bye.
Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up,
like… If a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending.
Every movie we see, every story we’re told, implores us to wait for it… the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. Like how to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.
Maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe… it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just… moving on.
Or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never once gave up on Hope.
— He’s Just Not That Into You
Every movie we see, every story we’re told, implores us to wait for it… the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. Like how to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.
Maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe… it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just… moving on.
Or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never once gave up on Hope.
— He’s Just Not That Into You
Monday, October 12, 2009
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Broken for you.
If you could, would you hookup with the last person you texted?
No, haha.
What was the reason behind the last time you cried really hard?
I told my mom everything.
What were you doing at 2AM last night?
Sleeping.
What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of?
Rice, duh.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
Its near the end of the weekend; I just have homework to do.
Next weekend? Uhhh. Facade and St. Lukes Fiesta!
How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2009?
One.
Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?
Ideekayz.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Homework.
Do you find smoking attractive?
Gross.
When was the last time something bothered you?
Earlier.
Anything you're looking forward to?
Mommys birthday. APICS. Halloween.
Is there any chance you will kiss the person you have feelings for?
Probably not.
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
Nah.
Do you know anyone who is pregnant right now?
Yeah.
Do you remember who you liked on New Year's?
No one. [:
Who's in your house right now?
Everyone in my family.
Have you ever ridden a horse?
Yes.
Are you secretly in love with someone?
No.
Do you own skinny jeans?
Of courseee.
Were you happy when you woke up today?
I've had better mornings. Like, over the summer.
Congratulations! You just had a baby boy! What's his name?
Jayden!
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My dad.
What are you listening to?
Mythbusters on tv.
What's a fact about the last person that texted you?
Nyeh likes pho.
Is there someone in your life you wish you never met?
I dont think so.
Are you missing someone right now?
Yeah. :/
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Nope.
What side of a heart do you draw first?
Left.
How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
Not many. I'll probably look out of it though. Haha.
Do you know anyone named Joshua?
Yes.
Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight.
What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Gold leaf dangling earrings. Rosary ring. Hair tie. Bracelet from Rome, I think. And saints bracelet.
Have you ever gotten a teddy bear from a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Ive never had a boyfriend.
Would you rather go to Greece or Hawaii?
Hawaii.
What if you married the last person you kissed?
Shes a girl.
How many people have you kissed, that you can honestly say you loved?
Just family.
What color shirt are you wearing?
Im wearing a red dress with a white cami under and a black cardigan.
Will you be in a relationship in the next month?
Definitely not.
Who's taking you to school tomorrow?
The bus. -_-
Do you want any children?
Yes; but only if its Gods Will for me.
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
I wish.
Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
Maybe he just, cant.
How's your heart lately?
Its experienced much better days.
Have you ever felt like you needed someone?
Yes.
Do you still talk to the last person you fell hardest for?
Not as much as before. :/
Are you happy?
Not really.
Do you believe teenagers can be in love and stay in love?
Yeah, but it seems less likely nowadays.
What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
The morning I snuck out to be with Kirby.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Yeah.
Are any of your friends taller than you?
Yeeees.
Who was the last person besides family that you said "I love you" to and meant it?
Auntie Tes. :D
Spell your name without an L:
Ria.
Day been rough?
Its had its up and downs.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking weed?
Yes. Weed ruins your life.
Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
You still have to work for it.
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Probably. D:
Where do you wish you were right now?
Somewhere that took my mind off of everything.
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
No.
Is there a person of the opposite gender on your mind?
Yeah, always.
Do you miss the way things used to be?
I miss it a lot.
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
It'd be kinda boring ..
Are you a patient person?
Sometimes.
Do you believe in true love?
Yeah.
Do you have a lot to learn?
I learn everyday.
Is it easy for you to talk to people of the opposite sex?
Not really. Sometimes, I guess.
Did the last person you kiss name start with a B?
Nope.
Do you own any Hollister?
I think, like one shirt.
What really irritates you?
People who point out the obvious.
Idk why, but its so annoying. Haha.
Who was the last person you talked to in person today?
Kuya.
When you're sick or sad, do you want to be alone or do you want someone?
I want someone.
Do you believe you go "somewhere" after death?
I live my life in hopes of going to Heaven after death.
Have you taken a shower in the last 24 hours?
Right before Church.
Ever licked someone's cheek or forehead?
Naaah. Haha.
Are you taller than 5 foot 7 inches?
No, and I hope I never say yes to this question.
Are you one of those people who just don't care?
No. I care too much sometimes.
Have you jumped in a pool with all your clothes on?
Nope.
Do you have a bad temper?
Sometimes. :/
Will you be dating someone in six months?
Only God knows.
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat and live it forever?
ADORE 2007; when I had my real conversion.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Idk.
Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
The car.
You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
Water.
Do you think you are a good person?
I'd like to think so.
No, haha.
What was the reason behind the last time you cried really hard?
I told my mom everything.
What were you doing at 2AM last night?
Sleeping.
What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of?
Rice, duh.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
Its near the end of the weekend; I just have homework to do.
Next weekend? Uhhh. Facade and St. Lukes Fiesta!
How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2009?
One.
Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?
Ideekayz.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Homework.
Do you find smoking attractive?
Gross.
When was the last time something bothered you?
Earlier.
Anything you're looking forward to?
Mommys birthday. APICS. Halloween.
Is there any chance you will kiss the person you have feelings for?
Probably not.
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
Nah.
Do you know anyone who is pregnant right now?
Yeah.
Do you remember who you liked on New Year's?
No one. [:
Who's in your house right now?
Everyone in my family.
Have you ever ridden a horse?
Yes.
Are you secretly in love with someone?
No.
Do you own skinny jeans?
Of courseee.
Were you happy when you woke up today?
I've had better mornings. Like, over the summer.
Congratulations! You just had a baby boy! What's his name?
Jayden!
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My dad.
What are you listening to?
Mythbusters on tv.
What's a fact about the last person that texted you?
Nyeh likes pho.
Is there someone in your life you wish you never met?
I dont think so.
Are you missing someone right now?
Yeah. :/
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Nope.
What side of a heart do you draw first?
Left.
How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
Not many. I'll probably look out of it though. Haha.
Do you know anyone named Joshua?
Yes.
Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight.
What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Gold leaf dangling earrings. Rosary ring. Hair tie. Bracelet from Rome, I think. And saints bracelet.
Have you ever gotten a teddy bear from a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Ive never had a boyfriend.
Would you rather go to Greece or Hawaii?
Hawaii.
What if you married the last person you kissed?
Shes a girl.
How many people have you kissed, that you can honestly say you loved?
Just family.
What color shirt are you wearing?
Im wearing a red dress with a white cami under and a black cardigan.
Will you be in a relationship in the next month?
Definitely not.
Who's taking you to school tomorrow?
The bus. -_-
Do you want any children?
Yes; but only if its Gods Will for me.
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
I wish.
Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
Maybe he just, cant.
How's your heart lately?
Its experienced much better days.
Have you ever felt like you needed someone?
Yes.
Do you still talk to the last person you fell hardest for?
Not as much as before. :/
Are you happy?
Not really.
Do you believe teenagers can be in love and stay in love?
Yeah, but it seems less likely nowadays.
What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
The morning I snuck out to be with Kirby.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Yeah.
Are any of your friends taller than you?
Yeeees.
Who was the last person besides family that you said "I love you" to and meant it?
Auntie Tes. :D
Spell your name without an L:
Ria.
Day been rough?
Its had its up and downs.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking weed?
Yes. Weed ruins your life.
Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
You still have to work for it.
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Probably. D:
Where do you wish you were right now?
Somewhere that took my mind off of everything.
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
No.
Is there a person of the opposite gender on your mind?
Yeah, always.
Do you miss the way things used to be?
I miss it a lot.
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
It'd be kinda boring ..
Are you a patient person?
Sometimes.
Do you believe in true love?
Yeah.
Do you have a lot to learn?
I learn everyday.
Is it easy for you to talk to people of the opposite sex?
Not really. Sometimes, I guess.
Did the last person you kiss name start with a B?
Nope.
Do you own any Hollister?
I think, like one shirt.
What really irritates you?
People who point out the obvious.
Idk why, but its so annoying. Haha.
Who was the last person you talked to in person today?
Kuya.
When you're sick or sad, do you want to be alone or do you want someone?
I want someone.
Do you believe you go "somewhere" after death?
I live my life in hopes of going to Heaven after death.
Have you taken a shower in the last 24 hours?
Right before Church.
Ever licked someone's cheek or forehead?
Naaah. Haha.
Are you taller than 5 foot 7 inches?
No, and I hope I never say yes to this question.
Are you one of those people who just don't care?
No. I care too much sometimes.
Have you jumped in a pool with all your clothes on?
Nope.
Do you have a bad temper?
Sometimes. :/
Will you be dating someone in six months?
Only God knows.
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat and live it forever?
ADORE 2007; when I had my real conversion.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Idk.
Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
The car.
You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
Water.
Do you think you are a good person?
I'd like to think so.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
But didnt you say,
"You should give your heart 100% to that guy, and not give 98% because that 'other' still has 2% of your heart."
Friday, October 9, 2009
Happy Birthday, Marlon Agno. :D
1. Like I said, I like your flannel and your hair. I hope you get your chocolate that I gave to Nesly. Haha. And too bad. We were about to go to your party, but then mommy changed her mind. Man. I was excited. Maybe next year. xD Hahaha. Have fun, Marlon. :]
2. Oh, Johnny Somera. Haha. At the beginning of fourth block, we were like, "UGH. This class is going to be sooo boring." And it was. But then we started talking about personal stuff and shoooot. It felt cool. Its nice opening up to each other. And we were so happy afterschool. Hahaha. Youre a cool kid. What a great day today, huh? ;D
3. Nghia, youre slacking. You didnt write me back. :[ Fml. Hahaha, just kidding.
4. My nose is itchy.
5. I like having talk sessions with Camille where we update each other and talk about anything. Just like right now. xP
6. Point proven: Boys are ridiculously confusing. Hahah.
7. Im proud of you Sunshine, Isiah, and AJ. :]
8. Ideeekay what else. Byeeeee. :D
2. Oh, Johnny Somera. Haha. At the beginning of fourth block, we were like, "UGH. This class is going to be sooo boring." And it was. But then we started talking about personal stuff and shoooot. It felt cool. Its nice opening up to each other. And we were so happy afterschool. Hahaha. Youre a cool kid. What a great day today, huh? ;D
3. Nghia, youre slacking. You didnt write me back. :[ Fml. Hahaha, just kidding.
4. My nose is itchy.
5. I like having talk sessions with Camille where we update each other and talk about anything. Just like right now. xP
6. Point proven: Boys are ridiculously confusing. Hahah.
7. Im proud of you Sunshine, Isiah, and AJ. :]
8. Ideeekay what else. Byeeeee. :D
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Ive been in a blogging mood all day.
Haha, I should be doing my APHG homework, but its kaay. Its not even due tomorrow. So I'll do this survey. Im bored. :]
Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?
Whoever God has planned for me.
Family, friends, loved ones.
What's the hardest thing you've gone through in the past year?
-
Have you held hands with anyone in the past 3 days?
At Kims debut practice; I practiced with Daniel and Marlon. xP
What would you do if a crazy bitch ran at you with a knife?
Oh my gosh. I would run while screaming and running. Haha.
Do you remember who you had a crush on in seventh grade?
Arvin-John Manalo Tiongco. xD
Who was the last person you told a personal story to?
Uh, Bomban.
Who's the first person you argued with today?
Nghia Le. :D Every morning. HAHA.
According to your ex, are you pretty?
What ex.
How have you felt today?
Better than I have lately.
Do you like being in pictures?
Yeeees. Pictures are fun.
Who last called you baby?
Mr. Phelps called me babe last block.
He does that to like every girl every class.
So that doesnt count. Haha.
What’s on your mind?
You. ;D
Have you ever been in a hospital?
Yeah.
What’s the last thing you "aw"ed at?
Nghia waking up all hot and sweaty because his dad turned off his fan while he was napping. D: Hahaha.
Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
Yeaaaah.
How much money did you spend today?
None.
Did you have a dream last night?
Nope. But two nights before that, I had a dream about Ronnie. HAHAHAHA.
Ronnie and I were just looking at each other face-to-face and then it got really windy and Ronnies hair was flying everywhere. Then I woke up. HAHAHA.
Whats your favorite movie?
Of all-time, Mulaaaan. :]
You receive $60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
I would get Marlon something since its his birthday tomorrow.
And I would save the rest for later use.
Ever felt like you’re not good enough?
Yeah.
Is there someone who lets you down?
Hes the same person who brings me back up.
Where did you get the pants you are wearing from?
Papaya or something like that.
Is it cute when a guy calls you baby?
Sure.
If you could be anywhere right now where would you be?
Canada. Or just having a lot of fun with everyone not worrying about anything.
Maybe like, Heaven. I think it would be beautiful to meet my sister.
Do you know any Spanish?
Yuppp.
Have you ever highlighted your hair?
I was going to in the Philippines. But then my mommy changed her mind.
Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Maaaybe.
What is wrong with you right now?
Im procrastinating.
What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
I dont like either one. D:
Are you one of those people who obsesses over Hollister?
Nope.
Does the thought of marriage scare you?
Haha, naaaah.
Were you single on your last birthday?
Yeees.
Are you happy with life at the moment?
Suuuure. Its pretty good.
Go forward or back a week?
Forward.
Do you trust anyone right now?
Of course.
Is there anyone you're really disappointed in?
Nah.
Are you afraid of change?
I am actually.
Do you have any siblings?
3.
Do you know what you want to do with your life?
I want to be happy. And I want to do Gods Will.
Have you eaten any chocolate today?
Nope.
How has your week been?
Up and doooown.
Who was the last person who called you?
Kuya.
Ever kissed anyone in your top?
I dont think so.
How long does it take you to fall asleep at night?
10 minutes or less.
How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2009?
REALLY strong feelings? One.
Do you prefer to take your showers at night or in the morning?
Night.
Would you hug the last person that you hugged again (besides family)?
Sure. I dont remember who it was though. Haha.
What are the color of your eyes?
Brownish? They look purple when I wear makeup sometimes.
Where did you get your last bruise from?
I havent had a bruise in a while.
Did you go to sleep smiling last night?
Not that I remember.
Let's say you walk past your ex on the street. What do you say?
Hello, ex. We've never met before. When did we get together and why did we break up? Hahahah.
Is anyone on your bad side?
Nope.
Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
Uh, Idk.
Does anyone ever spell your name wrong?
Yeah. Rhea, Rhia, Rea, etc.
Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
APICS. :D
Do you look at older pictures and laugh?
Laugh/smile. :]
Do you take any sleeping pills?
Nope.
Are you smiling right now? Why or why not?
Well, now I am. Haha. Just cause this question came up.
Ever seen someone just roll out of bed and still look hot?
Not hot.. Haha. I dont call people hot. Unless Im joking.
Tell me what you're wearing?
Jeans, 2004-2005 APICS shirt, and a gray hoodie.
Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
Nope.
Does someone like you?
Maaaybe.
Do you smile everyday?
Yeah!
Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?
Probably a long time ago.
Has someone made you feel like shit recently for something they did?
Like, has someone blamed something on me that was their fault? Nope.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
I hold it back for a certain amount of time. Then I give up.
The last person you texted, was it a he or a she?
He.
Purple or green grapes?
Purple.
Name something you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
Drugs.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I hope not.
Do you get scared during scary movies?
Of course.
Are you in a bad mood?
Nope.
If you had to choose between money and love what would you choose?
Loveeeeee. <3
Do you have a friend that is a complete and total flirt around everyone?
Basically, I guess.
Are you okay with the life you have?
For now, yeah. It can get a whole lot better.
When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
Time to fix my hair.
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
Suuuure.
Do you have any 'naughty' photos on your phone?
No.
Have you drank alcohol in the past week?
Nah.
Do you like to take walks?
Yeeees.
Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?
Whoever God has planned for me.
Family, friends, loved ones.
What's the hardest thing you've gone through in the past year?
-
Have you held hands with anyone in the past 3 days?
At Kims debut practice; I practiced with Daniel and Marlon. xP
What would you do if a crazy bitch ran at you with a knife?
Oh my gosh. I would run while screaming and running. Haha.
Do you remember who you had a crush on in seventh grade?
Arvin-John Manalo Tiongco. xD
Who was the last person you told a personal story to?
Uh, Bomban.
Who's the first person you argued with today?
Nghia Le. :D Every morning. HAHA.
According to your ex, are you pretty?
What ex.
How have you felt today?
Better than I have lately.
Do you like being in pictures?
Yeeees. Pictures are fun.
Who last called you baby?
Mr. Phelps called me babe last block.
He does that to like every girl every class.
So that doesnt count. Haha.
What’s on your mind?
You. ;D
Have you ever been in a hospital?
Yeah.
What’s the last thing you "aw"ed at?
Nghia waking up all hot and sweaty because his dad turned off his fan while he was napping. D: Hahaha.
Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
Yeaaaah.
How much money did you spend today?
None.
Did you have a dream last night?
Nope. But two nights before that, I had a dream about Ronnie. HAHAHAHA.
Ronnie and I were just looking at each other face-to-face and then it got really windy and Ronnies hair was flying everywhere. Then I woke up. HAHAHA.
Whats your favorite movie?
Of all-time, Mulaaaan. :]
You receive $60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
I would get Marlon something since its his birthday tomorrow.
And I would save the rest for later use.
Ever felt like you’re not good enough?
Yeah.
Is there someone who lets you down?
Hes the same person who brings me back up.
Where did you get the pants you are wearing from?
Papaya or something like that.
Is it cute when a guy calls you baby?
Sure.
If you could be anywhere right now where would you be?
Canada. Or just having a lot of fun with everyone not worrying about anything.
Maybe like, Heaven. I think it would be beautiful to meet my sister.
Do you know any Spanish?
Yuppp.
Have you ever highlighted your hair?
I was going to in the Philippines. But then my mommy changed her mind.
Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Maaaybe.
What is wrong with you right now?
Im procrastinating.
What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
I dont like either one. D:
Are you one of those people who obsesses over Hollister?
Nope.
Does the thought of marriage scare you?
Haha, naaaah.
Were you single on your last birthday?
Yeees.
Are you happy with life at the moment?
Suuuure. Its pretty good.
Go forward or back a week?
Forward.
Do you trust anyone right now?
Of course.
Is there anyone you're really disappointed in?
Nah.
Are you afraid of change?
I am actually.
Do you have any siblings?
3.
Do you know what you want to do with your life?
I want to be happy. And I want to do Gods Will.
Have you eaten any chocolate today?
Nope.
How has your week been?
Up and doooown.
Who was the last person who called you?
Kuya.
Ever kissed anyone in your top?
I dont think so.
How long does it take you to fall asleep at night?
10 minutes or less.
How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2009?
REALLY strong feelings? One.
Do you prefer to take your showers at night or in the morning?
Night.
Would you hug the last person that you hugged again (besides family)?
Sure. I dont remember who it was though. Haha.
What are the color of your eyes?
Brownish? They look purple when I wear makeup sometimes.
Where did you get your last bruise from?
I havent had a bruise in a while.
Did you go to sleep smiling last night?
Not that I remember.
Let's say you walk past your ex on the street. What do you say?
Hello, ex. We've never met before. When did we get together and why did we break up? Hahahah.
Is anyone on your bad side?
Nope.
Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
Uh, Idk.
Does anyone ever spell your name wrong?
Yeah. Rhea, Rhia, Rea, etc.
Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
APICS. :D
Do you look at older pictures and laugh?
Laugh/smile. :]
Do you take any sleeping pills?
Nope.
Are you smiling right now? Why or why not?
Well, now I am. Haha. Just cause this question came up.
Ever seen someone just roll out of bed and still look hot?
Not hot.. Haha. I dont call people hot. Unless Im joking.
Tell me what you're wearing?
Jeans, 2004-2005 APICS shirt, and a gray hoodie.
Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
Nope.
Does someone like you?
Maaaybe.
Do you smile everyday?
Yeah!
Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?
Probably a long time ago.
Has someone made you feel like shit recently for something they did?
Like, has someone blamed something on me that was their fault? Nope.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
I hold it back for a certain amount of time. Then I give up.
The last person you texted, was it a he or a she?
He.
Purple or green grapes?
Purple.
Name something you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
Drugs.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I hope not.
Do you get scared during scary movies?
Of course.
Are you in a bad mood?
Nope.
If you had to choose between money and love what would you choose?
Loveeeeee. <3
Do you have a friend that is a complete and total flirt around everyone?
Basically, I guess.
Are you okay with the life you have?
For now, yeah. It can get a whole lot better.
When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
Time to fix my hair.
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
Suuuure.
Do you have any 'naughty' photos on your phone?
No.
Have you drank alcohol in the past week?
Nah.
Do you like to take walks?
Yeeees.
Proven point.
So many people like you. So many people think youre such a cool kid. So many people want to be like, "Yeah, this is my friend. So awesome, right?" I want to come up to you and be like, "I told you so." :D
A lot better.
1. Im glad we talked last night.
2. I still want that group hug, Elaine. ;D
3. Thank you, JC. They were delicious.
4. I should be doing homework. I have a lot. And I have dance practice at 530. Shooot.
5. Im just now starting to realize how busy I am. I looked at my calendar on my phone and I have so many activities this whole month. Homecoming nominations are called tomorrow, DECA week and inductions are next week, Me-Jor-and-Adrian need to start getting serious about our manual, APICS, FACADE, PYC, MHCC, SLY, Key Club, keeping up with my 8 classes, Chorus Concert coming up, Marlons birthday tomorrow, Dantes birthday tomorrow too, Auntie Kits' birthday on Saturday, the Fiesta of the Nuestra Senora Del Pilar on Saturday, singing with the youth at Sundays mass, confirmation class after that, do my resume, cover letter, and career report for marketing, AP human cornell notes, etc. Oh maaah gaaawsh.
6. Speaking of oh mah gawsh, this geeky white guy in my health class passed me a note asking me if I wanted to go to homecoming with him. LOLOLOL. I was so scared for some reason. When I read it, I closed it .. kept writing Nghias note, and when the bell rang I walked swiftly out the door to Kirbys locker. Hahahah.
7. I have a 94 in Chemistry. :DDDDDD
8. Somehow, someday, its all going to work out. And its just going to happen. I feel it.
9. I kissed Ate Amy on the forehead yesterday. It was so cute. Hahaha. Shes like, the older sister Ive always wanted. But God made her my cousin-in-law. :P
10. Man, I need to do my homework.
11. Love, Ria. <3
2. I still want that group hug, Elaine. ;D
3. Thank you, JC. They were delicious.
4. I should be doing homework. I have a lot. And I have dance practice at 530. Shooot.
5. Im just now starting to realize how busy I am. I looked at my calendar on my phone and I have so many activities this whole month. Homecoming nominations are called tomorrow, DECA week and inductions are next week, Me-Jor-and-Adrian need to start getting serious about our manual, APICS, FACADE, PYC, MHCC, SLY, Key Club, keeping up with my 8 classes, Chorus Concert coming up, Marlons birthday tomorrow, Dantes birthday tomorrow too, Auntie Kits' birthday on Saturday, the Fiesta of the Nuestra Senora Del Pilar on Saturday, singing with the youth at Sundays mass, confirmation class after that, do my resume, cover letter, and career report for marketing, AP human cornell notes, etc. Oh maaah gaaawsh.
6. Speaking of oh mah gawsh, this geeky white guy in my health class passed me a note asking me if I wanted to go to homecoming with him. LOLOLOL. I was so scared for some reason. When I read it, I closed it .. kept writing Nghias note, and when the bell rang I walked swiftly out the door to Kirbys locker. Hahahah.
7. I have a 94 in Chemistry. :DDDDDD
8. Somehow, someday, its all going to work out. And its just going to happen. I feel it.
9. I kissed Ate Amy on the forehead yesterday. It was so cute. Hahaha. Shes like, the older sister Ive always wanted. But God made her my cousin-in-law. :P
10. Man, I need to do my homework.
11. Love, Ria. <3
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Uh ..
Never mind. I just deleted the post I made.
Who cares. Cause you dont.
Or at least, it doesnt show.
Pleaaaase. If you think this is normal ..
then where have you been since that day?
Dang.
Who cares. Cause you dont.
Or at least, it doesnt show.
Pleaaaase. If you think this is normal ..
then where have you been since that day?
Dang.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
My mind is overflowing with uselessness.
1. I need to clear my throat and voice out a few things to you.
2. Its saddening that you can just question that, without much background.
3. If I could, I would step up to the plate and tell you straight up what I believe in and whats inside of my heart. Intercede for me, Mama Mary.
4. Speaking of Mama Mary, it hurts when people ask, "Why do you worship Mary?"
5. But the thing is, we dont worship Mary. We love her. We honor her. Just like every other mother, Mama Mary is deservant of our love. To be conceived without sin, to be a virgin, to give birth to our God, Jesus Christ. What more must she do to earn your affection? What more must she go through? She sacrificed her only son for us sinners. She watched Jesus Christ be tortured, be neglected. For what? For us. Us, human beings who continuously fall into sin. Human beings full of flaws and imperfection. She watched her own Son be crucified on the Cross. She watched her Son shed blood. She is the first natural tabernacle of our Savior. We dont pray to Mama Mary. We ask for her intercession. We ask for her assistance. We ask her to intercede for us. We pray to Jesus Christ through Mama Mary. Mama Mary; with an Immaculate Heart, she accepted Gods Will to give birth to our Lord Jesus Christ. She is the Queen of Heaven and Earth. Is she not worth a slight portion within your heart? You love your mother. Jesus loved His mother. We claim to be followers of Jesus Christ. We claim that we have a desire to follow Gods Will. Jesus Christ, our God, loved His mother. Why cant we do the same?
6. Ate Amy told me: "If he doesnt know what to say, then you know youre hitting him at his heart."
7. I saw you, but I kept walking. Pretending like my eyes, my mind, my heart werent focused on you. And you know what I told myself? You know what I tell myself every freaking time this happens? "He'll talk to you if he really wants to." Stop proving my heart wrong. It hurts.
8. God created me for a reason. God created me to give all of my love away to someone. God created me to follow His Will. God created me with original sin, but He granted me the choice to become His Servant; even if the world turned away from him. God created me for someone. If that someone isnt of this world, God created me just for Him.
9. Ive been praying for you every single day. And almost every single time I pray.
10. I hope you guys had a nice day today.
"And all things, whatever you ask in prayer, believing, you will recieve." Matthew 21:22
2. Its saddening that you can just question that, without much background.
3. If I could, I would step up to the plate and tell you straight up what I believe in and whats inside of my heart. Intercede for me, Mama Mary.
4. Speaking of Mama Mary, it hurts when people ask, "Why do you worship Mary?"
5. But the thing is, we dont worship Mary. We love her. We honor her. Just like every other mother, Mama Mary is deservant of our love. To be conceived without sin, to be a virgin, to give birth to our God, Jesus Christ. What more must she do to earn your affection? What more must she go through? She sacrificed her only son for us sinners. She watched Jesus Christ be tortured, be neglected. For what? For us. Us, human beings who continuously fall into sin. Human beings full of flaws and imperfection. She watched her own Son be crucified on the Cross. She watched her Son shed blood. She is the first natural tabernacle of our Savior. We dont pray to Mama Mary. We ask for her intercession. We ask for her assistance. We ask her to intercede for us. We pray to Jesus Christ through Mama Mary. Mama Mary; with an Immaculate Heart, she accepted Gods Will to give birth to our Lord Jesus Christ. She is the Queen of Heaven and Earth. Is she not worth a slight portion within your heart? You love your mother. Jesus loved His mother. We claim to be followers of Jesus Christ. We claim that we have a desire to follow Gods Will. Jesus Christ, our God, loved His mother. Why cant we do the same?
6. Ate Amy told me: "If he doesnt know what to say, then you know youre hitting him at his heart."
7. I saw you, but I kept walking. Pretending like my eyes, my mind, my heart werent focused on you. And you know what I told myself? You know what I tell myself every freaking time this happens? "He'll talk to you if he really wants to." Stop proving my heart wrong. It hurts.
8. God created me for a reason. God created me to give all of my love away to someone. God created me to follow His Will. God created me with original sin, but He granted me the choice to become His Servant; even if the world turned away from him. God created me for someone. If that someone isnt of this world, God created me just for Him.
9. Ive been praying for you every single day. And almost every single time I pray.
10. I hope you guys had a nice day today.
"And all things, whatever you ask in prayer, believing, you will recieve." Matthew 21:22
Monday, October 5, 2009
Youre still beautiful to me.
1. Today was the first day I made my own sushi. Then mommy and I experimented, and I made tempura rolls. :D So good. Haha.
2. Today was the first day we were quiet when we were walking to fourth block. Today was not the day for us.
3. Adrian128 xD - 4:57pm
Man.
I ruined it.
riagracee - 4:58pm
Its whatever.
Dont worry about it, silly.
Something this small cant ruin us!
Adrian128 xD - 4:59pm
Because you're like the spoon to my kool-aid that I stole from Nolan!
HAHAHAHAHA.
4. My stomach hurts. I ate way too much. D:
5. Lately, all Ive been wanting to do is sing my heart out. All daaaay longg. Or make a cover with someone. Or just have a jamming session.
6. I know it may not make sense, or maybe you just dont want to, but I think life would be better for the both of us if you werent trapping all of your feelings and thoughts inside of yourself.
7. Your smile is sooooo pretty. Man. Hahaha.
8. Another thing to add to my schedule: Chemistry quiz tomorrow. :[ APICS 2ND GENERAL MEETING ON THURSDAY IN THE SCHOLA. Owwww Owwwww. Im stoked. :D
9. Im sleeepy already.
10. Its been like, 3 hours since I started blogging this post. Hahha.
11. And its been like, long enough since we've had a conversation that really mattered.
12. ... Oh well. Time to go study and tokbox my life away.
13. Speaking of tokbox, this made me giggle for a few seconds.
14. Kay, goodbye.
2. Today was the first day we were quiet when we were walking to fourth block. Today was not the day for us.
3. Adrian128 xD - 4:57pm
Man.
I ruined it.
riagracee - 4:58pm
Its whatever.
Dont worry about it, silly.
Something this small cant ruin us!
Adrian128 xD - 4:59pm
Because you're like the spoon to my kool-aid that I stole from Nolan!
HAHAHAHAHA.
4. My stomach hurts. I ate way too much. D:
5. Lately, all Ive been wanting to do is sing my heart out. All daaaay longg. Or make a cover with someone. Or just have a jamming session.
6. I know it may not make sense, or maybe you just dont want to, but I think life would be better for the both of us if you werent trapping all of your feelings and thoughts inside of yourself.
7. Your smile is sooooo pretty. Man. Hahaha.
8. Another thing to add to my schedule: Chemistry quiz tomorrow. :[ APICS 2ND GENERAL MEETING ON THURSDAY IN THE SCHOLA. Owwww Owwwww. Im stoked. :D
9. Im sleeepy already.
10. Its been like, 3 hours since I started blogging this post. Hahha.
11. And its been like, long enough since we've had a conversation that really mattered.
12. ... Oh well. Time to go study and tokbox my life away.
13. Speaking of tokbox, this made me giggle for a few seconds.
14. Kay, goodbye.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Yesterday was better.
1.Yesterday made me feel a lot better, I think. I just kept myself busy the whole time, so it was good.
2. I wish I was good enough on the guitar to play Beauty in the Breakdown by The Scene Aesthetic. Or if someone would just sing it to me.
3. I have a AP Human Geography and Math Analysis Test tomorrow. Im going to cry. D:
4. We went to the mall yesterday and I got four new v-necks and a Hello Kitty cellphone charm. :]
5. St. Lukes flea market yesterday! :D I got, three dresses, a white vest, a beige high-waisted skirt, gray sweater. Hoooray.
6. Now I can see the improvements from the stuff Im learning in chorus. Haha. & Im proud of AMP43; we seem to be doing very well with our music. And even better, "Singing is praying twice." --St. Augustine. <3
7. Maaan, I still need to make APHG flashcards.
8. Schedule for this week: Pokemon Club. xD Or Sophomore Class afterschool on Tuesday. Singing at the novena at SanLo. DECA Officers Meeting afterschool on Wednesday. Kims debut practice? Singng again at the novena, either Wednesday or Thursday. WORKING MY BUTT OFF TO RAISE MY GRADES. D:
9. Haaaay, I have my outfit for tomorrow, I think. Haha.
10. I hope you have a beautiful day today. <3
2. I wish I was good enough on the guitar to play Beauty in the Breakdown by The Scene Aesthetic. Or if someone would just sing it to me.
3. I have a AP Human Geography and Math Analysis Test tomorrow. Im going to cry. D:
4. We went to the mall yesterday and I got four new v-necks and a Hello Kitty cellphone charm. :]
5. St. Lukes flea market yesterday! :D I got, three dresses, a white vest, a beige high-waisted skirt, gray sweater. Hoooray.
6. Now I can see the improvements from the stuff Im learning in chorus. Haha. & Im proud of AMP43; we seem to be doing very well with our music. And even better, "Singing is praying twice." --St. Augustine. <3
7. Maaan, I still need to make APHG flashcards.
8. Schedule for this week: Pokemon Club. xD Or Sophomore Class afterschool on Tuesday. Singing at the novena at SanLo. DECA Officers Meeting afterschool on Wednesday. Kims debut practice? Singng again at the novena, either Wednesday or Thursday. WORKING MY BUTT OFF TO RAISE MY GRADES. D:
9. Haaaay, I have my outfit for tomorrow, I think. Haha.
10. I hope you have a beautiful day today. <3
Friday, October 2, 2009
Always.
"And I'll wait til forever is through
Whether or not you love me
I'll be loving you
I'll wait til forever is through
Whether or not you love me
I'll be loving you
I'll be loving you.."
1.Today your smile gave me a pinch of fear.
2.Now that I look back, maybe I never knew how you felt.
3. I like that out of all the people in this world, youre the one gives me hope.
4. Hm, I really need to talk to you and update you. I miss you.
5. Its so crazy, you and I still seem to be connected through both of our lives.
6. Thank you for listening to me today.
7. I dont want to tell you about this stuff yet.
8. I cant imagine that; its just not right.
9. Looks like there really is only one man on this world that won't break me apart, ever: God. <3
10. "Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of age." Amen. Matthew 28:19-20.
Whether or not you love me
I'll be loving you
I'll wait til forever is through
Whether or not you love me
I'll be loving you
I'll be loving you.."
1.Today your smile gave me a pinch of fear.
2.Now that I look back, maybe I never knew how you felt.
3. I like that out of all the people in this world, youre the one gives me hope.
4. Hm, I really need to talk to you and update you. I miss you.
5. Its so crazy, you and I still seem to be connected through both of our lives.
6. Thank you for listening to me today.
7. I dont want to tell you about this stuff yet.
8. I cant imagine that; its just not right.
9. Looks like there really is only one man on this world that won't break me apart, ever: God. <3
10. "Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of age." Amen. Matthew 28:19-20.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Oh wow.
Either you need to tell me what's going on, or you need to lighten up. Or maybe both. Im living my life feeling like its my purpose to keep you happy and satisfy your every need. And I feel like I make it happen. But then you crash and burn inside every single time. Every time, negativity pours out of you. Youre supposed to be optimistic, remember? Stop smiling at me if the things I do mean nothing. And sometimes they do make you feel better, but thats just temporary. Fml.
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