Just smile and the world will smile along with you.

1. I really like the song "Send it On" from Disney Channel. Its so beautiful. :D
2. At first I wanted to do it for the lulz, but now I actually want it. I actually want to become Sophomore Homecoming Princess with Adrian Castro. I think it would be fun.
3. Just like you, I want to be able to comfort all of my friends. Just like you, I want to be humble. Just like you, I want to keep living life regardless of what's going on in the back of my mind.
4. "I wish I could change, I wish I could change, I wish I could stop saying the same old things. I wish I could be who you want me to be, I wish I could stop being the same old me."
5. Youre almost perfect. It scares me sometimes, but I always find myself mesmerized or amused. It actually sucks. D: I realized that this whole time I shouldve missed you. Im sorry.
6. We are slowly drifting apart from each other. But then again, it feels like theres nothing missing in life. I wonder why. You used to be the only thing I looked forward to on a daily basis. I counted how many words you said to me today; I only needed 2 fingers.
7. New goal in life: Watch Disney on Ice with someone special.
8. Why am I only in the mood to listen to slow, love songs right now? Weird.
9. I wish this was easy. I wish I could somehow slip it into our conversations everyday. I wish that I wasnt afraid. Wait, I dont wish for this. I pray for it all the time.
10. Now I know what you mean. It feels so disappointing when people only talk to you when they need help with homework or something. Or when people only talk to you when you two are in the same crowd.
11. Its only been the second week of school and Im already procrastinating and becoming lazy. I have to change that. I want to make my parents proud again.
12. Speaking of parents, I want to have a heartwarming conversation with my father. I tell my mommy almost everything. Shes my best friend at home.
13. If the both of you opened up, I think I would be able to make more of a difference in both of your lives. Or I would try to, at least.
14. Man. I really miss Canada. I felt so comfortable and at peace over there. No worries. I had welcoming family members, beautiful weather outside, and a church nearby where Jesus waited for me to adore Him.
15. I never want to write a song or tell a story where the world finds out that my heart is broken. But then again, this world is broken itself.
16. You told me that I have a beautiful soul. Before you said that, I thought my day was really good. But you made it amazing. Thank you for you. If I ever tell you that I hate you and I never want to talk to you ever again, Im lying.
17. Sometimes I feel guilty when Im around you. And I probably shouldnt cause youre a really good person. And I dont think I would ever want to do anything wrong to you or hurt you. But lately, I always tell myself, "Aw man. Im a hypocrite."
18. Yesterday, Kuya was being so arrogant with Mommy. I wanted to do something. But all I did was stay and my room and continue on tokbox. Ugh, Im lame. I will be here for you, Mommy. I promise.
19. I wish I was more helpful to my parents. But most especially to my grandparents. I always feel like I need to step up and be the grandaughter they always wanted me to be. It always makes me feel beautiful on the inside when Im doing my own business in the house and my lola is just gazing at me with a pleasant smile.
20. Its almost time to leave for the Pyc meeting. I actually miss Pyc. I actually miss all of you guys. I feel like we've been separated for a while now. Im so used to always having you guys around.
21. Time to be somebody. Goodbye world. :]