Saturday, July 24, 2010

Only because Tumblr is down.

Man, seriously. I really dont want to experience the feeling that I can live my life without you in it. I want to talk to you. I want to be around you. I want to match with you. To cook with you. To sing with you. To cry with you. To lol with you. To tokbox with you. To be all girly and talk about boys with you. You know. Just to be the me I was when I was with you. Thats all.

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What makes this so difficult for me is that you seem so perfect, yet there are so many things that wont make this right. My feelings are so mixed up, but when I see you, I basically melt. I find myself looking for you whenever I know youre in the room. Hearing your voice makes me giggle on the inside. But maybe this is just an infatuation phase. I dont need any of that right now. I need to figure myself out. I hate this. Oh and one more thing, you told me you'd give me space if thats what I needed. But I dont want you to wait up for nothing, if thats what this comes to.

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You confuse me so much, yet you keep me coming back for more. So I do. I keep coming back to you. I keep seeking something more. Something deeper. And despite me "not being your type," you provide what I look for. Ugh, WTF. Thats pretty much how I feel about you atm.

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Omg, youre so fun to be around. HAHA. But thats it.

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Please dont be serious about that.

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Ah, thank you for you.

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I really, really cant wait to have you in my life, whoever you are. I cant wait to spend all this love on you. <3

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