Ya gotta big egooooo.

1.Today was aiiight.
2. It got better once Camille picked me up from afterschooool. :D Btw, it was the first time me and bestfriend hung out together, with just us.
3. I didnt think I would feel that lonely without you. Im already surrounded by so many smiling faces. But inside, I kept feeling unpleasant. What a lame B day.
4. FACADE meeting today! Im excited for the summit we're planning. More youth need to come out! I promise, its fun. :]
5. Too bad you didnt comprehend what I wrote on your back. D:
6. I miss writing notes to people.
7. A lot of people kept asking me what was wrong. Looks like I suck at hiding my emotions. But wait, I wasnt even hiding any negativity. At least, I wasnt trying.
8. A lot of people are guilty of sugarcoating. Its disappointing, but then again.. I have been guilty before.
9. I think Im learning to be more tolerant. My acts of kindness towards people are increasing.
10. Man. I cant think right noooow. Too much on my mind.
11. I'll come back later. Bye.

I learn something new everyday.

Marlon Agno - 9:45pm
oh as i was saying

aerlier

earlier

humans tend to emphasize negative thigns more than positive

no matter what

it's just human nature

and like

the had a ratio

Marlon Agno - 9:46pm
for a succesful marriage

happy times need to outweight negative times 5 to 1

pretty interesting

Even when the sky is falling down.

1. Im really bored. Ive done two bullitens on myspace. I dont feel like doing my homework. :[
2. The feeling that I get is so fuzzy, but its satisfying. I yearn to feel this way once again.
3. Wow, those two were like hours ago. Ive been procrastinating here and there. But Im almost done with my math homework! Then I have to finish my DECA essay, print my english essay, and finish my APHG homework. Gaaaaay. D:
4. I need to update my iPod.
5. I want to learn to do hair and makeup really well. Even though I dont wear makeup often.
6. hmmm, I wonder how many people came out to the APICS meeting today. It was so crowded in Mrs. Marcia's room; it was so haaaawt. Im so excited for whats to come of APICS. :]
7. Today I felt good in 4th block. I really think we're getting somewhere with this friendship! It was so nice to share a laugh with you like that. Its been overdue since hm, sixth grade. Haha.
8. Whoooop. Free APICS shirt for helping clean up Mrs. Marcia's room. ;D
9. In marketing, I read GMH and MLIA with Adrian. It was fun. Hahaha. Boolean not quite + and -. HAHA.
10. SHOOT. Speaking of marketing, I need to finish my DECA essay. Man.
11. Tri-M Music Honor Society after schoool tomorrow. Maybe Key Club if theyre still recycling?
12. Terrible, terrible, terrible things.
13. Time to finish all my homework. D:
14. Goodnight starlit skies. <3

Fulfilled.

Thank you. You make me feel so :D
Goodnight beautifuls.

Oh, Filipino time.

1. Shooooot. Always late to practice. Who cares, Im used to it.
2. Your morning voice is so amusing. I dont even know why. Hahaha. Thanks for keeping me company and staying on the phone just listening to me talk to Camille. That was probably really boring though. Sorry, haha. xP Oh and, Hello Mr. Sales Associate. :] Sounds so accomplishing. Haha.
3. For some reason, when Kyle got to the practice I became happy. I suddenly smiled. Its nice to know that hes been in my life since I was like 5? We dont get all personal with each other and stuff, but I sttil feel comfortable when hes around.
4. When we were eating lunch at Auntie Julies house, we started talking about being pregnant, and whether we would want a natural birth or C-section. Awkward. And there were more boys there than girls. HAHA.
5. I opened 3 crabs for Sunshine. :] I felt reliable. Hahaha.
6. It basically makes me feel like a failure when you and you talk to me like that. It makes me want to stand up for myself and say something, but I didnt find the courage. But if I did say something, I would end up at fault anyways. I would be the bad person.
7. I really want to drive. Shooooot. But I cant even get a permit until February. Hahaha.
8. Kay, Im out of things to say.

Just smile and the world will smile along with you.

1. I really like the song "Send it On" from Disney Channel. Its so beautiful. :D
2. At first I wanted to do it for the lulz, but now I actually want it. I actually want to become Sophomore Homecoming Princess with Adrian Castro. I think it would be fun.
3. Just like you, I want to be able to comfort all of my friends. Just like you, I want to be humble. Just like you, I want to keep living life regardless of what's going on in the back of my mind.
4. "I wish I could change, I wish I could change, I wish I could stop saying the same old things. I wish I could be who you want me to be, I wish I could stop being the same old me."
5. Youre almost perfect. It scares me sometimes, but I always find myself mesmerized or amused. It actually sucks. D: I realized that this whole time I shouldve missed you. Im sorry.
6. We are slowly drifting apart from each other. But then again, it feels like theres nothing missing in life. I wonder why. You used to be the only thing I looked forward to on a daily basis. I counted how many words you said to me today; I only needed 2 fingers.
7. New goal in life: Watch Disney on Ice with someone special.
8. Why am I only in the mood to listen to slow, love songs right now? Weird.
9. I wish this was easy. I wish I could somehow slip it into our conversations everyday. I wish that I wasnt afraid. Wait, I dont wish for this. I pray for it all the time.
10. Now I know what you mean. It feels so disappointing when people only talk to you when they need help with homework or something. Or when people only talk to you when you two are in the same crowd.
11. Its only been the second week of school and Im already procrastinating and becoming lazy. I have to change that. I want to make my parents proud again.
12. Speaking of parents, I want to have a heartwarming conversation with my father. I tell my mommy almost everything. Shes my best friend at home.
13. If the both of you opened up, I think I would be able to make more of a difference in both of your lives. Or I would try to, at least.
14. Man. I really miss Canada. I felt so comfortable and at peace over there. No worries. I had welcoming family members, beautiful weather outside, and a church nearby where Jesus waited for me to adore Him.
15. I never want to write a song or tell a story where the world finds out that my heart is broken. But then again, this world is broken itself.
16. You told me that I have a beautiful soul. Before you said that, I thought my day was really good. But you made it amazing. Thank you for you. If I ever tell you that I hate you and I never want to talk to you ever again, Im lying.
17. Sometimes I feel guilty when Im around you. And I probably shouldnt cause youre a really good person. And I dont think I would ever want to do anything wrong to you or hurt you. But lately, I always tell myself, "Aw man. Im a hypocrite."
18. Yesterday, Kuya was being so arrogant with Mommy. I wanted to do something. But all I did was stay and my room and continue on tokbox. Ugh, Im lame. I will be here for you, Mommy. I promise.
19. I wish I was more helpful to my parents. But most especially to my grandparents. I always feel like I need to step up and be the grandaughter they always wanted me to be. It always makes me feel beautiful on the inside when Im doing my own business in the house and my lola is just gazing at me with a pleasant smile.
20. Its almost time to leave for the Pyc meeting. I actually miss Pyc. I actually miss all of you guys. I feel like we've been separated for a while now. Im so used to always having you guys around.
21. Time to be somebody. Goodbye world. :]

Give love a try.

1. Im so excited for everything to just get going and busy. Haha. I got interviewed today for Historian for Key Club. If there are spots open for APICS, I'd like to try to run. :D I need to start my essay soon for DECA Historian! Whooop whooop, I love extra-curricular stufff. Haha.
2. Key Club meeting was aiiight. It was really short. My interview was pretty good, I guess. JC tied my shoes. I gave Kim my number. Im running against Erika Wise, Allan Frances, and Elaine. Well, not against Elaine. I want to be historian with her. Haha. I traced JC's rat. I found out that Nadia weighs 94 pounds. "Idk. Maybe I'll go to prom with like Tonetti. HAHAHAHA." Sarah kept texting me while she was already with me. Haha.
3. My feet hurt from Kim's practice. Haha. I hope we get that pretty waltz move Uncle Red taught us. It feels so beautiful when its done right. I wonder if Marlon is going to be my permanent partner.
4. I hope I did okay on the math analysis quiz today. I have three quizzes tomorrow. Shooooot. D:
5. I cant help but smile everytime I see you. AH. And all of us girls laugh about it all the time, but its so true. Gawsh. Hahaha.
6. Hmmmm. I keep thinking about whether or not I should start a lookbook. But naaaah, too lazy.
7. When I realized that my math teacher is a Miss and my bus driver is a Miss .. I wondered what its like to be at that age and be single. I wonder if they feel lonely, or something. Idk why. Hahaha.
8. I like having serious conversations with Jornel Torres and Adrian Castro. :]
9. So I think its official that Adrian and I are running for Homecoming Court. HAHA. "Just for the lulz." We're going to team up with Isiah on the whole advertising part of it.
10. Noooooo. I still have to do my final draft for my turf map and write an essay about it. Gay. And I forgot to ask Mr. Quick about the scale and stuff. Gay.
11. Oh yeah, my title of this post is "Give love a try." because I was watching Jonas today, and that was the title of the song Joe sang for Stella on kareoke. The song was actually pretty cute.
12. I want more v-necks. And I want a pair of thick framed glasses. But I doubt mommy and daddy will ever by me a pair of glasses again, since I already have contacts.
13. Hmmm. I think its time to take out my contacts, do my homework, study for my quizzes, and meet with AJ and Jor on tokbox at eight. :D
14. Peace out. ;]