Of course.

Yeah, it does surprise me. You know why? Probably because I filled myself, I filled my heart with endless possibilities with you. I filled myself with what was almost perfection in my eyes. And now that those possibilities ended almost 2 weeks ago, Im half empty. So it looks like youre starting to experience what it feels like to be me. But, the last thing I want you to feel is that I dont care. I remember in a song, "Sometimes you gotta act like you dont care; thats the only way the boys learn." Well, no. Cause I care about you, a lot. More than you know, probably. Or at least, more than you'd accept. And my feelings havent changed a bit. I promise you that. Im just, trying to hide them behind a curtain. But the thing is, why would I do that? Im not going to be someone Im not. I cant act like this forever. Dont hesitate. There could be countless reasons why you feel this way; maybe Im one of the reasons. Or maybe Im just holding on, when I shouldnt. But why shouldnt I? Yeah, this is hard. It is. Idk anymore. This is confusing. D: