My mind is overflowing with uselessness.

1. I need to clear my throat and voice out a few things to you.
2. Its saddening that you can just question that, without much background.
3. If I could, I would step up to the plate and tell you straight up what I believe in and whats inside of my heart. Intercede for me, Mama Mary.
4. Speaking of Mama Mary, it hurts when people ask, "Why do you worship Mary?"
5. But the thing is, we dont worship Mary. We love her. We honor her. Just like every other mother, Mama Mary is deservant of our love. To be conceived without sin, to be a virgin, to give birth to our God, Jesus Christ. What more must she do to earn your affection? What more must she go through? She sacrificed her only son for us sinners. She watched Jesus Christ be tortured, be neglected. For what? For us. Us, human beings who continuously fall into sin. Human beings full of flaws and imperfection. She watched her own Son be crucified on the Cross. She watched her Son shed blood. She is the first natural tabernacle of our Savior. We dont pray to Mama Mary. We ask for her intercession. We ask for her assistance. We ask her to intercede for us. We pray to Jesus Christ through Mama Mary. Mama Mary; with an Immaculate Heart, she accepted Gods Will to give birth to our Lord Jesus Christ. She is the Queen of Heaven and Earth. Is she not worth a slight portion within your heart? You love your mother. Jesus loved His mother. We claim to be followers of Jesus Christ. We claim that we have a desire to follow Gods Will. Jesus Christ, our God, loved His mother. Why cant we do the same?
6. Ate Amy told me: "If he doesnt know what to say, then you know youre hitting him at his heart."
7. I saw you, but I kept walking. Pretending like my eyes, my mind, my heart werent focused on you. And you know what I told myself? You know what I tell myself every freaking time this happens? "He'll talk to you if he really wants to." Stop proving my heart wrong. It hurts.
8. God created me for a reason. God created me to give all of my love away to someone. God created me to follow His Will. God created me with original sin, but He granted me the choice to become His Servant; even if the world turned away from him. God created me for someone. If that someone isnt of this world, God created me just for Him.
9. Ive been praying for you every single day. And almost every single time I pray.
10. I hope you guys had a nice day today.

"And all things, whatever you ask in prayer, believing, you will recieve." Matthew 21:22