Oooops.

Its been a while since Ive posted. Well, it hasnt been that long. It just feels like it since I post like .. at least once a day, usually. But I'll start from JULY 4th. :D T'was funnnn! Fil-Am Festival is always fun. AMP43 probably had the best sound and best performance, yet. Im proud of us. It was just really hot on stage. Hahaha. A lot of people cheered for us, I loved the support. <3 And I hugged Kuya Mike Arellano AGAIN. :D Ahhhh. Haha, man. If he really was related to me or whatever, I'd be like, the happiest relative ever. HAHA. But yeah, I hugged him twice. Probably the highlight of my past week. And the whole time at Fil-Am, I pretty much hung out with Camille, Kirby, Kyle, and Nghia. And Jor, Daniel, Kim, Vince, Ronnie, Johnny, and Brandon too. But yeah, they seemed to have a lot of fun. :] Especially Kirby and Nghia on the obstacle course. HAHA. Nghia lost every time. xD And then during Desi's performance, Im mad they knew like all of the words. HAHAHA. And serving food was actually really fun! I enjoyed it. Kirby said it was really fun too. But I had to serve the unpopular stuff: Onions and Baked Beans. -_- I got turned down so many times. Not even cool. Hahaha. The serving held us back for like .. 2 extra hours. Then we went home & then we got ready & went to Ate Laras! That was fun too. THE FOOD WAS SO YUMMY. :] It always is, though. And talking to Ate Lara about all the things going wrong with Elaines Debut. D: HAHA. Funny stuff. And then we went to SanLo pretty late. But it was funny cause when I walked in with Camille, Christine, and Kuya Rayneil the whole MHCC table were screaming stuff like, "I LOVE AMP43!" Hahaha. I love MHCC kids. :D Theyre so funny & amazing. The sound system wasnt very good there, so our songs were okay. But oh well .. the day was fun in the end. And then the switching of roses with Abby. And giving Adrian a broken rose was PRICELESS. xP And then I gave it to Nathan & Nate's face was so .. seductive. It was ridonkulous. And Im going to miss B! Hes so chill. And Im still upset that JC left without learning a line dance. :[ But yeaaah. I had a good 4th of July, although I still regret not seeing fireworks.

Anywaaaaays. Hm, I cant really think of much to say at the moment. So I'll start with random stuff. I LIKE JOHNNY'S BUZZ CUT. :D Ohmygosssh. I really like it. Haha, Im surprised Andrew did it. Oh and since youre probably going to read this, I like your haircut too Ronnie. Hahaha.

So, on a more serious note. Im still confused. I still think that I moved into this too fast, so Im kind of pushing away. I should have taken things way slower, because I just dont want to jump from one guy to the next. Im not like that. And every time I think about you, I still think about .. that. But I know youre so much better than that. I know that you are so much more amazing. And I really, really want to convert you. SO MUCH. Its okay that you backed out on confession. Maybe God doesnt believe that youre ready or prepared enough yet. But to leave and make such a big decision like that? Its so much harder than you think. I cant just watch you leave when I've barely taught you or showed you anything of what being Catholic really is. I mean, how can you possibly think of just .. suddenly leaving Catholicism? There is so much more this religion offers. I dont want you to leave it all behind. In our Catholic faith, we physically consume the Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity of our Lord Jesus Christ. He sacrificed so much. So much, for us to simply nourish ourselves at every mass. PHYSICALLY. What more can you ask for? What more can you look for? How much closer could He be to you? He is already within us. He is already taken by us. Not only do we get to eat like those at the Last Supper, we are given so much more. And I want to show you & introduce you to all of that. I really do. So please, dont give up yet. And yesterday, at mass, the priest said, "Faith is believing in what you cannot see. Faith is believing in what you see in other people." You said that you never had a good example of a Catholic. Thats why I want to bring you to my youth. To St. Luke's youth. They are such powerful and such pure examples, that you will be so inspired right away. Theres so much love I see in them, and thats because they have truly experienced God's Love. They have truly given themselves up, completely offered themselves to feel and see God's True Presence. And thats what I want for you. I want you to witness God. I want you to seek Him. I want you to find His Mercy. And care for Him. And want Him. More and more as each day passes. So please please please. Let me show you around first, before you walk away.