Dear you,

It's hard for me to even think of living my life without you here. And I know that it hurts you to see that I still feel the same about you, even though you're already adjusting. But sometimes, I wish I could have made you understand how much I could offer, and how much I was willing to sacrifice. I'm doing fine, yes. I seem to be much better at coping than I ever was before. I know I shouldn't; but why do I feel like I should be forcing myself to get over you? Cause obviously, I don't want to. Then again, I should keep an open mind and heart. Tell me if there is a way how because my mind is overflowing with thoughts of you, and my heart continuously beats for you.

Please, pray for me.

Love,
Ria.