Since no one really goes here anymore..

I guess I'll use it to my advantage? Nah, not really. Im not hiding myself from anybody.

I dont know exactly whats going on, but and I dont know whether its good or bad, but I like it.
I guess what I mean is, I dont necessarily understand how you feel.. but you seem happy.
Well, not all the time. But when you smile at me, I feel enlightened. Your smile makes my heart giggle.
Today was the first day I saw that side of you. A side of extreme disappointment and anger, almost.
And those words that came out of your mouth today were the first of its kind to ever reached my ears.
But I tried to comfort you. I dont know if my touch would be enough to calm you down a bit, but I tried.
And throughout third block, I would glance at you, just like I always do. And you looked so sad. I couldnt take it.
The expression on your face was full of resentment. And I stared at you for a moment, maybe about a minute or two.
Seeing you like that hurts me. And none of it is your fault, of course. Because feelings are uncontrollable. I know.
And as my eyes laid upon your face, I felt my body yearn for something. I felt like I should have done more.
Especially at that moment; probably one of the best chances to show how much I care. But it was impossible, I guess.
So as class continued, I started to see you smile and your eyes began to reflect the light in the way that they used to.
I finally heard your voice, in a more content tone. Once class was over, I waited for you outside the door.
And the walk to fourth block with you felt just like how we used to be. I missed it a lot.
I got the chance to feel the warmth of your skin once again. I stayed close by your side again.
Once the bell rang for dismissal of the school day, I was walking towards my classroom door.
And I saw you waiting outside for me, looking for my face in the crowd of students walking by.
Thats when I felt it. Thats when I felt the anxiety running through my body and my heart began to pump.
We walked side-by-side again. And I held onto your arm occasionally. Im sure people saw, but I dont mind.
I'd let the whole world see me next to you. I'd show them what its like to be a hopeful romantic like me.
As we made our way to the locker, I made sure that I was still on your left. I saw familiar faces passing by.
But you were all that mattered, really. It was time for us to end the school day, finally.
While I was expecting the usual wave from you, you stretched out both of your arms really wide.
And your eyes were brightly staring down at me. I placed my arms around your manly figure.
My head perfectly fit along your chest, just like we remembered.
And that was exactly what Ive been dreaming of all this time.
Kirby Anthony Santos Manaloto, Thank you. <3