So,

I just realized that I cry easily. Much more than I used to. I dont know why. And today, was the first time I felt lonely in a long time. Like, I was serious about it. I felt so sad and lonely after reading those. But I was laughing, I guess it was a cover-up. I think Im getting better at covering up my feelings. Thats not a good thing, though. And sometimes, I feel like Im losing the people I always opened up. Sometimes, when I talk to them about you, I feel like Im just wasting their time. And that maybe theyre tired of hearing that kind of stuff. Why do these feelings always consume my happiness? I hate this. This sucks. I need You.