Theres always something, or someone, that gets caught in between us. And it seems to tear us apart, but we dont let it show. Have you realized that too? First it was Arvin .. now its JC. No, I definitely dont want this to mess things up with each other. Its not that Im trying to allow it to break us apart, but I dont know how to make it go away. I hope you understand that I didnt mean for any of this to confuse you in our friendship, if you ever thought we had one. Because I thought we did, I still believe we do. Please dont doubt me, I still have a place for you in my life, Sarah. Youre still one of those people that Im thankful for.
And I told myself yesterday that you were a waste of my time. That I shouldve moved on before and learned from it. But I let you stick around .. I let some time pass to see if this "love" would get anywhere. And I think I finally let go of you. Well .. after last night, that is. Im not hating on her, shes my friend. We're not mad at her, we're disappointed in you. Snap out of it, JC. I know you like her & that she likes you back .. but if you cant take that situation seriously, then where will you two ever get? If you let her do or say those things about you behind your back, and just let it slide .. Im sure she can get away with a lot of things with you. Please. If you continue to fall in deeper with her, dont lose yourself. Im not trying to sound rude, but dont be blinded by her "perfection." In the end, I really only have one thing to sum up how I feel .. I hope you learn from all this.
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