So much.

Why do we go through so much every day? Yesterday, I wanted to cry so hard. Yesterday, my heart felt so confused. I really didnt know what to do. After that, I didnt know if I would be able to look at you without crying. Cause it hurt. So much. And it was so much of an impact, that neither of us can ignore it. Nobody can erase it. What is done, is done. But at the same time, I couldnt just let you go. I couldnt just let that overpower everything else thats so amazing about you. I was scared, well .. Im still scared and I admitted it to you. But I dont know, I just cant seem to want to give up on you just because of that. Yeah, its huge. But I want to overcome it, with you. I want to help you out, a lot. I dont care what people will think. I cant promise that it wont bring me down. It probably will, but those things will only make me stronger. What those people will say will only make me want to spend more time with you & become a better person with you. I want to help you change. I want to help you grow in your faith in God. I want to offer up whatever He intends for the both of us to God. I want us to rely on God for everything. If we get together, I want to know that God is the one that brought us together. I want us to be close, but I want God in the middle. I want God to take part in our lives, forever. And I know you do too. So yes, lets take it slow.