What should I do with you?

[00:15] JC Gonzales: why are you mad at me?
[00:15] JC Gonzales: i know i asked you this already
[00:15] JC Gonzales: but please remind me
[00:15] luv x3 riagracee: Telling you how I feel about you right now is just going to make you feel worse about yourself, to be honest.
[00:16] JC Gonzales: cool
[00:16] JC Gonzales: tell me
[00:16] JC Gonzales: i deserve it, right?
[00:16] luv x3 riagracee: Problem just occured. You said cool. Totally one of the lamest responses to make in this situation.
[00:17] JC Gonzales: tell me why you're mad at me
[00:18] luv x3 riagracee: And you wouldnt deserve any of this if you never got yourself into the situation.
[00:22] luv x3 riagracee: Im mad at you because I dont believe everything you tell me. I still dont understand what went through your mind & how you saw things between the two of us before. Im mad at you because of your indecisiveness & that you cant seem to find a way to fix that .. so you find sympathy for yourself. Feeling sorrow for yourself isnt going to get you anywhere. & continuously not knowing what to do & becoming dependent on others annoys me sometimes. It makes me wonder how youre ever going to get anywhere in life. And yes, everyone sugarcoats their flaws & what not .. but when Sarah said that to you, it didnt hurt you. & your lame excuse was that you are different. If thats the way it is, then I bet Sarah could be heartless & still be perfect in your eyes. You seem so lost in her perfection that she can say whatever crap she wants about you & all you can say is okay. And that disappoints me.

[00:34] JC Gonzales: then why are you mad at me for stalling, Ria?
[00:34] luv x3 riagracee: This is the second time you stalled with me & made me mad.
[00:36] JC Gonzales: i'm sorry, Ria
[00:37] JC Gonzales: why isn't sorry enough?
[00:37] JC Gonzales: i suck
[00:37] luv x3 riagracee: Because its the second time.
[00:37] luv x3 riagracee: You shouldve learned from the first.
[00:38] JC Gonzales: i don't know what to do
[00:38] JC Gonzales: i can't just say "ria i don't like you"
[00:38] JC Gonzales: that's why i stalled the first time
[00:38] luv x3 riagracee: You said that last night already.
[00:38] luv x3 riagracee: It hurts to hear it again, honestly.
[00:38] JC Gonzales: yeah i know
[00:38] JC Gonzales: gahhh
[00:38] JC Gonzales: i'm sory
[00:38] JC Gonzales: sorry*
[00:39] luv x3 riagracee: I dont know. When "Im sorry" comes for you .. those two words just arent enough for me & I dont know why.
[00:40] JC Gonzales: =/

"And I promise myself, I aint nobody's, I just wanna be free.
And I promise myself, even though it dont always come easy ..
Gonna learn from my pain, never explain, do it my way & thats whats I say."